'Been such a long while since I posted anything up! So many things have happened during this semi hiatus period, but I'm glad to come out of the challenges and tough times!

Seems like my frequency of having depressing thoughts drop quite a bit! Every day I'm just telling myself to look onto the brighter side of life, no matter how hard it seems sometimes. Well, and I'm glad I'm not so dependent on my negative emotions anymore. I'm counting on happiness, on hope and on love. Yay ♥

Talking about hope and love, God really works in miraculous ways. He really does and I'm always so in awe because he brings in those miracles without you expecting one bit. Just recently, I have managed to force myself to head back to church no matter how busy I was (Busy schedules aren't an excuse, but truth is I was backsliding already). On top of these busy schedules I had to face countless parental objections, and eventually I got tired of fighting for my beliefs, fighting for the freedom to go to church.

Soon, I found myself plunging deep, wandering in life like a vagabond, seriously. I had no idea what I was doing. My actions were starting not to reflect my beliefs, and... that's contradicting.

So I headed back to church, boy did I find my passion, my fire, my quencher back again. I found myself alive again. What's even more awesome was that I've managed to find a really nice and caring buddy/brother, who would spend hours with me together during our camp just to have a chat, or even doing reflections/quiet time. Honestly, he was maybe the second guy I have known that's so introspective of himself.

Regardless of whatever may have happened, I just hope to keep this friendship alive, and even share our life stories with one another, encouraging each other to never give up.

Thank you Jesus, thank you for the blessings that we've always failed to see. ♡