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hello there,
This is Chearmin, she's an 19yo girl happily breathing Singapore's air. She is now studying Diploma in Visual Communication (which is NOT Mass Comm), a course all about graphic design, illustrations & photography. A crazy cat lady who adores cats (duh.), her eyes glimmer upon spotting beautiful things e.g. cameras & vintage items. & she definitely loves Jesus. † she absolutely love getting crafty & all, because it makes her happy. she wants to get lost in a surreal world and be eaten by her eccentric thoughts. would you care to join her for a cup of tea in the middle of the forest?


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wishlist
1. SX-70 Polaroid Camera
2. Blackbird Fly
3. Lomography Fisheye 2/ Sprocket Rocket
4. Boots/Creepers
5. Prime lens for DSLR
6. Trip out of Singapore (anywhere please)
7. TO BE POSITIVE AND HAPPY.


inspirations ♥
God. my fat pig kitty. beautiful nature. skies. light. silhouettes. cats. vintage items. skulls. cameras. photography. doodling/drawing. awesome & nice people. inspiring & pretty magazines. indie/vintage stores. hope.

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Thanks for popping by, and I really appreciate any comments & feedbacks! ♥ Enjoy your stay!

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  Epilogue.
Closing chapter to one of the greatest episode of my life, with happiness, sorrow, regrets and well-wishes.


Half of me is perhaps freed from the stress,
but the other half of me is dying from the separation.

I miss having a companion that I can bare my soul to, someone whom I can be almost myself to (I have this issue of breaking down my inner walls, and it's building up once again), a lover whom my passion always get ignited whenever I see his face, whenever I look into the soulful eyes, whenever we touched.

But we concluded that our love was right and wrong; right that we were faithful, wrong that we were extremely different people. Maybe it was skinny love (lol literally maybe?), that we had the capacity of love, but we just couldn't manage the weight of our differences and problems.

Now that it has come to a curtain call, I don't know what to expect from my new chapter of life. It's gonna be tough moving on since we've built up 962 days worth of happiness, sourness and everything else. Right now, I think my heart's still trying to let go of this love, him, and everything else. 

Seems like I've almost forgotten how to move on 'cos I've always thought I'll never have to move on again.

Time. I definitely need time. And lots of it.

Till then, I wish you all the best, and thanks for everything, D.
Thanks for being friends again (though I think it'll be hard for me to move on, tbh).


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