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This is Chearmin, she's an 19yo girl happily breathing Singapore's air. She is now studying Diploma in Visual Communication (which is NOT Mass Comm), a course all about graphic design, illustrations & photography. A crazy cat lady who adores cats (duh.), her eyes glimmer upon spotting beautiful things e.g. cameras & vintage items. & she definitely loves Jesus. † she absolutely love getting crafty & all, because it makes her happy. she wants to get lost in a surreal world and be eaten by her eccentric thoughts. would you care to join her for a cup of tea in the middle of the forest?

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Rantings about rantings.

Come to think of it...

You said you are good. You said you were the best person for me ever.

Time and time again, I knew I have not been the best person for you, and I kinda, like 90% of the times failed to meet your expectations, and thus starts your "emo rantings". But do you not realise that I have feelings too? That I could see what you are thinking through the things you post?

Idk how to feel. I realised that whenever I'm down -maybe that's cos you admitted you were a natural loser in comforting and encouraging -, you don't really ask and dig out my deepest feelings and problems. And I really feel so sad how you can't understand people who are sad for a long period of time. You think it's retarded. But I call that "a danger". Being sad for a long period of time means something's amiss. Something's gone from that person's life. And at that point of time, that person don't further need more "critiques" like "Oh, but if that person's too stubborn to listen... I can't help too". Yes you're true, but you gotta work towards the issue the other way then. You might not realise that the "hard" method is not working. Usually, depressed or sad people requires some kind of softer encouragement, or a long timespan of regular attention from you.

I'm not saying I'm suffering from depression, or maybe I am but i'm just denying, but being emotionally drained to quite an extreme level.... takes really some time for the person to climb back to the bright side of reality.

You said I was too busy for you... yes I know I'm too busy, and I'm already trying my best not to be (but I just always have important things to be done). So I get really upset and anxious when you get unhappy over this situation.

I feel so helpless.

But well, this is just a tiny little rant of the unhappy part of us.

I still love you, and we kinda have gotten through these issues (kinda.... not completely, which is why I'm still ranting over these).

Goodnight, nobody, I'm gonna drift into darkness.

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