Randomised ;

diffusion.

2010-08-29T01:24:00.001+08:00

maybe i should consider myself moved.

hahaha :)

here's my another ranting space:

http://vignetted.tumblr.com/

enjoy yourself there :)

i'm much more active there, so someday i may just make my blog dead again :/

keep your feet up.

2010-08-21T23:54:00.001+08:00

'cos Luke's gonna blow you away!
:) with his decent body and dance moves that makes girls swoon. (i have to admit i have a soft spot for that.)
ANYWAY.
STEP UP 3 WAS AN AWESOME MOVIE.
with gayass dance choreography, hot guys (and girls likewise), and make-me-jealous shoes (!!!) and New Era caps (into CHAWIT's face! :P).

& I swear, the World Jam Finals part was damn GAY.
the lighting on the shirts were just simply.... breathtaking.
you seriously have no time to look away, or you would miss something cool.
seriously, the technology is good.
but i think the plot is kinda cliche compared to the previous, where romance happens through dancing and stuff.
but anyway, i really have to salute to those dancers in the movie for making it so awesome.
i wished i had the dancing genes :x
but my body is too stiff for any agile movements like those.

Anyway, that movie taught us something.
Pursue your dreams. :)
yup, and i hope i do.
I think I haven't found mine yet. Idk.

What's yours then?

45 & 66.

2010-08-10T01:34:00.001+08:00

Dear Singapore,

despite being infamous for being the "Fine" City,

ever renowned for the citizens' Kiasu-ism,

causing students to be stressed out by major tests & exams,

banning the existence of lovely chewing gum,

not allowing citizens to have their right and say (what a so-called democracy),

giving a last minute notice on taxes increase that can't never be rebutted,

setting up a ridiculous expensive rule of $100 entrance fee to the IR casino,

having to put a "Reserved Seat" sign on the MRTs due to the selfish citizens,

being so humid with a all-year round Summer,

mixing languages like ingredients of Rojak to obtain Singlish,

& so many ETCs lah,

I'm so proud of you for being 45th this year.

& I ♥ you.

"Live Our Dreams, Fly Our Flag."

Went to East Coast Park to cycle with Clarice, Cherie, Chawit, Denise, Dwayne, Pohyi & cousin, lastly my annoying lil' Brother.

'Was epic, taught Pohyi & Cherie how to cycle, and in the end, efforts were not down in the drain!

They knew how to cycle, & I'm so happy for them! :]

Isn't it great to see most of the nation in red & white.

Cheering when the helicopters & fighter planes flew past.

Hearing shutter buttons clicking at every second when the flag soared through the sky.

It's a sense of unity, people.

Carl's Jr with the gang, except Chawit, Cherie, Pohyi & her cous, since they went home earlier.

Dinner was a Grilled Cheese Bacon Burger Combo + Texas Toothpicks.

It was a fucking tastegasm.

& Of course, the MILLIONADES OF CALORIES EVERY BITE COSTS.

I understood how most Americans gain those extra flabs when I finished the meal.

... It was totally Macs' EXTRA-LARGE Upsized.

Fucking insane.

Look at the crazy 4 packets of fries + Dwayne's and my burgers.

Texas Toothpicks are the bomb. ♥

& oh, SIXTY-SIX reminds me of this guy.

CAUTION: SEX BOMB ALERT.

I'm fangirl-ing again, over Andy Sixx.

Can anyone tell me why scene guys are always this sizzling hot?

Ugh it's biting my heart. ):

Love FML.

hello there, dear.

2010-08-09T03:01:00.000+08:00

Isn't it a wondrous miracle God made us like that?

The ability to communicate, forge friendships, laugh, live, love and to cry too.

Life is love. & Believing is hope. ♥

I am so so glad for all these.

I have eyes that capture everything as real-life photographs,

I have ears that can listen to the sound of Nature,

I have a nose that can enjoy the aroma of the world,

I have a mouth that can savour the wonderful tastes of life,

I have a smile that is worth it.

Life's such a kick-ass sometimes, it just whacks you tough and hard onto the ground.

But when you're there, crying in agony, feeling helpless,

you see hands that are there to pick you up, freshly-baked hugs, picture-perfect smiles, and most important of all,

the Light of Hope, that is, God.

I have never regretted knowing you, our Heavenly Daddy.

Maybe, someday,

I should take a break and enjoy the wonderful creation of Yours;

Nature.

say, CLOVER!

2010-08-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

isn't it pretttttttty!
long time no see, everyone.
I'M BACK ON BLOGGING.
this time with my LOVELY Clover-san UWS camera!
:)

it has awesome vignetting. ♥
gonna play around with it, since it has film loaded.
KACHAAAAA!

2010-04-17T01:44:00.002+08:00

SEMIHIATUS.

till further notice.
:) thanks!

make a SCENE.

2010-04-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

scene guys <3

i'm gone.

2010-04-01T22:08:00.001+08:00

so so so glad that council batch bbq is on this sat (:
if it was any later...
i think it would suck man.

._.
well, school was okay?
hmm, 3k switched class with 3J after recess, LOL.
nice one(:
then my class decided to sit on the floor for the last three periods, Elit, Eng & Amath.
AHAHAHAHA.

can't believe Mr. Neo can actually prank us -.-

WLAOOOOO.

*bell ring*
Mr. Neo: Hey class, do you mind staying back for another 15 mins? I need to finish the paper today.
Class: "HUH YES WE MIND!" "NO MR NEO, DONT MAKE US STAY BACK!", etc...
*chaos*
Mr. Neo: Alright, we will stay back for another extra 20 mins.
Class: *grumbling* "WALAO!"
Mr. Neo: Nah, you all can go home now. I'm just kidding. We'll go through the paper next week.
Class: ... -.-

WLAO HE PRANKED US?!
not bad, he actually told a joke today.

Kairong: Eh Mr. Neo, this can't be my mark la! you know, now everyone having bad luck... don't put me in remedial leh...
Mr. Neo: No, it's even better. you can use your test paper for an example of "Before Remedial" then for "After Remedial", sure can get A1 one!

....... cold ttm.
he actually jokes? .....

ah well.
don't wanna care so much about lame stuff now.
shall watch Youtube and chat on MSN to get my boredom and emo-ing off.
Yes, i'm stuck at home while the rest of GB batch is enjoying themselves at the chalet.
hais ):
how great.
my life sucks.
i hate this......

yes. enough.

.ouykucf

2010-03-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

wtf -.-

PEOPLE, I WILL NOT HAVE A HANDPHONE NO. FROM EFFECT OF 3 APRIL 2010.

mum will be terminating my handphone number.
HOW GREAT ):
I HATE THIS.
I WANNA DIE T.T
..... seriously ):
so don't sms or call me anymore.
and dont include me in any kind of social gatherings.
i'm gonna become a primitive pig and rot at home...
fml.
i dont wanna face the day.
T.T
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck, i'm damn fucking pissed off.

facade.

2010-03-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

omelette mess, AGAIN ):
damn it.
stupid stupid stupid.
GAHHHHHH.
must put on a facade le.

now i love my camera ttm (:
WHOOOOSH!

time,

2010-03-24T06:26:00.000+08:00

slept at 12.30am ytd, then woke up at 4.30am this morning to rush out my zuowen ._.
OMG killer manzxz -.-
i hate writing chinese compos.
my chinese isnt fluent at all...
AHHHH.
kkk, OFF TO SCHOOL.
hais, get green form, get luh -.-
i don't care alr.
i'm freaking tired now...
*yawns*
ZZZZZZZ.

soon.

2010-03-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TMR.

mixed feelings about it :x
happy that i can get to see people, but sad and sian that there's tests, homework to be handed up -.-
zzz.
REAL HOLIDAYS IN SINGAPORE SCHOOLS ARE IMPOSSIBLE.
define holidays in Singapore. -.-

URGH.
alright, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
gonna prepare myself for school.
counting down.
to doom.

retarded ♥

2010-03-20T02:07:00.000+08:00

went to school today to do pubwork.
till 1+, then went to white sands to meet him and watched him eat lunch.
LOL des saw us ._.
BUT WE DIDN'T SEE HIM LOL.

anw, went to Popular, got a file for him, LOL FINALLY -.-
he seriously need to organise his stuff, TSKTSK.
so, didnt know where in the library can we study, so ended up going to his house.
realised someone was at home, then stayed at void deck.
did abit of hw, slacked, etcs.
went home at around 5+, chionged dinner before going for chem tuition.

oh gosh jay liew's in hospital D:
omgggggg.
hope he recover soon!
even though the new chem teacher teaches better than him bah?
idk.
:x

i'm gonna smile in my sleep tonight :)
NIGHTS!

:D

BACK FROM AHSLC'10 ♥

2010-03-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

AHSLC'10 was kinda awesome (:

hehe.

EVERYTHING IS INTENTIONAL.

TO THE MAX :D
thanks to xinjie and me, we keep spelling backwards and saying "to the max".
._.
LOL sial.
omggggg.

1st day:

was kinda sian, cos wasted alot of time stoning around, ._.
i missed night games, 'cos had church youth meeting.
BUT IT'S ALRIGHT COS MEETING ROCKS! ;D
ran from expo hall 1 - 6, and i nearly died -.-
sprinted like shit. and i hate sudden extreme sprints.
cabbed back to school, then went to bunk, SLEEEEEEEEEP.

2nd day:

had the paper bag dilemma i think? either on 1st or 2nd day.
was kinda funny xD
HAHA jail people trying to rob banks or bully the facilitators.
zai :D
then had Lunch unlimited, was okay (:
then.. AMAZING RACE xD
bedok library, bedok stadium, tampines IKEA (which our group skipped :x oops), then ECP.
haha INTENTIONAL-ISM @ ECP hahaha xD
then had CAMPFIRE <3
IT ROCKS LIKE WHOOOOOOOO!
:D pictures will be uploaded soon.

3rd day:

had some number game, the whole cohort had to work tgt to pass.
CANT BELIEVE WE TOOK TWO PLUS HOURS!
O: omgggg.
awesome!
then sat around, packed up, went to avt, then passed marbles to people we wanna thank.
haha.
BREAK CAMP, took lotsa photos ;D

funfunfun :)

OKAY BYEEEEE!

crash

2010-03-13T02:56:00.001+08:00

FML.

i'm such an EPIC FAIL.
my results is such a FAIL, my phone balance is such a FAIL, my social life is such a FAIL, even I MYSELF IS SUCH A FAIL.
):

i wanna rot...
shit la.
why the fuck am i so ignorant and blur.
and insensitive.
i'm really causing alot of people misery and pain.
so many people emo cos of me...
either i neglected them, or i was being insensitive.
wtf is wrong with me ):
i don't wanna live.
this world is hard to live in.
i'm causing so much misery to this world.
everyone's suffering cos of me...
life sucks.
looks like i wasn't being paranoid.
my thoughts were correct.
should i...
just push you away from me?
and stop you from suffering any longer...
it hurts me to see you like that.
idk, what has become of us?
when did all these changes happened?
alright, maybe i was being too ignorant to notice the change.
maybe, i was the one who changed.
why...
my heart is hardening.
i'm rejecting everything i could.
i just wanna hide in my own world, mind and heart, and just cry forever.
but i can't.
there's still family, friends and school around me.
i have to live like a human.
put on a smiley facade, be a sociable person.
idk, idk, idk.
i really don't wanna lose all these.
damn it.
i wish, i could live in the virtual, dreamy world instead.
or, maybe it would be better if i was a blind, a mute, or a deaf.
.......... i seriously don't know what to do!
God, help me ):
i need Your guidance...
life seriously sucks.
fail fail fail.
i'm such an EPIC FAIL.
i'm gonna shut myself from the world, hopefully for the whole of Sat.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee world. i wish i can die in my dreams.
gonna drown myself in lots of alcohol.
byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

:/

2010-03-07T02:48:00.000+08:00

reached sch @2pm, 1 hour late for batch bangbang session ._.
then went to Ngee Ann Poly for Dialogue In The Dark session (:

IT WAS AWESOME!

seriously, that 1 hour trip seemed really short.
I WANNA DO IT AGAIN ):
we took some pictures with the guides (;

Tour 2 guide was awesome!
Idk how to spell his name, lukemann? idk, he's a Malay (:
OH AND HE LOOK QUITE GOOD-LOOKING LEH!
saw him came out to the light.
:D
rushed to service, sat in front of joel.
then checked my phone after the service...
and some things happened.
rot like shit while going home, wanted to cry.
but i did not want to embarrass myself in the public, it's stupid.
went home, rot like shit.
lucky things were better...
but i'm still hard on myself.
hope tmr will be a better day.
:x

i scream... ICE CREAM!

2010-03-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

xD

well, was in the concourse, then yx and hj were playing Second Heartbeat, then yx on piano while hj on guitar.
then suddenly came this group of guys who walked past us O:
I thought nth was gonna happen.
THEN...

ONE OF THE GUYS ACTUALLY DID DEATH METAL SCREAMS ._.

wow, his screams were freaking awesome + professional!
omgoshhhh O:*admires*
& aspires to be like him too :)
never gonna happen though :/

ah well, hope that tmr will be a better day.
TILL THEN!
:D *pokes*
TEEHEE.

come upon me.

2010-02-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

The Holy Spirit came into me on Sat (:
omggggggggggggggg.
i felt smth, the next thing i knew, i was trembling and tearing uncontrollably.
._.
i was kinda shocked, but i was okay with it after that.
in fact, i felt so emotional in front of God, baring my heart and soul out, to praise Him (:
Thanks for the experience, AMEN!
<3

anddddd....
I WANNA GO TO A METAL BAND CONCERT SO BADLY D:
can God please grant this BIG BIG BIG wish of mine!
:x i have to work for it though...
so,
PRAISE THE LORD :)
& nights!

asphyxiated.

2010-02-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

I love that word now (:
LOL, i'm gonna use it everyday.
nah, jk.

hmm, today was a pretty okay day.
just nearly fell asleep during chinese lesson -,-
and even when i was doing my art hw (which was supposed to keep me awake) during chinese lesson.
apparently i fell asleep for a few secs.
luckily the pencil didn't draw lines on the paper ._.
or i would seriously .... omg. freak out.

brought my guitar to sch, and it rocks (:
gonna jam real soon, but idk when, BUT REAL SOON!
can't wait. now recruiting a bassist.
ANYONE INTERESTED IN PLAYING BASS FOR METAL SONG COVERS, DO CONTACT ME. THANKYOU :]
hahahahaha i'm really excited!
:) oh gosh!
& learn intro of second heartbeat today, thanks to hj!
:D yayzxz!

slacked in class after school w/ hj till 4pm before going down to concourse to look for kenneth.
slacked in TEN, tried the R&E's new chocolate-milkcurd LOL.
not bad la (: haha.

haha can't believe i'm still awake.
and i'm spamming A7X, BFMV & Trivium's songs.
OH YEAH BFMV'S WEBSITE UPGRADED!

AND "FEVER"'S COMING OUT ON APRIL 27TH!

OMG :DDDDDD
freaking happy.
EPIC ALBUMS are gonna be released real soon.
wanna get some merch from the online store, but i can't ):
'cos i dont have a credit card.
awhzxz it sucks.
i wanna get TWLOHA merch too ):
the tees look so awesome, and i really love the dog tag. (natasha has one(: )
i wanna get so many stuff off the net D:

alright, i shall dream of the hot metal guys now XD
like... the 3 matts.
HAHA.
M. shadows, Matt Tuck & Matt. Heafy.
not bad ._.
i'm gonna name my son "Matthew". :D
OBSESSED WITH MATTS.

KKK, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :]

sucksucksuck.

2010-02-21T23:16:00.003+08:00

Reasons why this weekend suck:

- homework homework homework.
- tests tests tests. COMMON TESTS ARE RESUMING, bloody crap -.-
- got a new tuition: AMATH. congrats, for i can't understand a freaking thing abt amath in sch. thanks man. even the tuition teacher teaches better than ___. wth -.-
- 'cos of the above factors, I HAD TO SKIP CHURCH SERVICE. now that really sucks. -.-
- 4 GB BADGEWORKS TO CHIONG.
GG.
- my lip is still hurting. -.- i can't smile or open my mouth too wide incase the wound opens...
- the bloody thigh aches from thurs' wushu lesson still aren't going off. walking like wobbly jelly now.
- spent almost 40 dollars on sms-es in less than a week. left with 60 dollars... for... 5 more weeks -.- GG.
- i'm having some stupid mixed up emotions again. PMS...

FML.

_|_

chinesenewyear!

2010-02-15T02:31:00.000+08:00

Heyhey :]
Had steamboat at Fifth Aunt's house ytd.
Was pretty great :D
haha, then today went visiting @ First Uncle's house:)
was kinda boring at first, only watched my relatives and dad play mahjong.
Later on, someone took cards then we decided to play a round of Blackjack before MANY MANY ROUNDS of DAIDI :D

WHOOOOOOO DAIDI WHOOOOOO!

haha :D

buuuuuuuut, SIAN!
can't use com from tmr onwards, so BYEEEEEE WORLD D:

♥

2010-02-13T02:20:00.002+08:00

today's CNY celebration was not bad (:
&&& i may get green form, HAHA HOW ZAI.
shall not elaborate, you can ask around what happen.

OMG NICHOLAS TEO DAMN CUTE IN THE GEEKY OUTFIT HAHAHAHAHA!

♥ this shot!

after celebration, went to Desiree's house to play mahjong, cards, POKEMON EMERALD VERSION (AHEM zing's tablet PC lol!), guzheng ( ♥ OMG long time no touch!), electone (♥)!

managed to change abit of Canon in D to Canon in C.
also tried to figure out some random songs.
omg i hate notes, i cant read them for nuts ._.
they look like gummy worms hanging on clotheslines.
LOL.

then went for CNY service (:
but had to leave halfway cos got chem tuition D:
wlao he act cute lah. tsk :x

anw Praise the Lord for answering my prayers! ♥

anw, it's CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE, EVERYONE!
GONNA GET RED PACKETS REAAAAAALLLY SOON~
:]

You're like ammonium carbonate,

2010-02-06T01:19:00.002+08:00

Looking so pure but hides a foul truth beneath.

LOL.

Today, i felt damn tired.
But idk why, i had an outburst of energy during PT games for GB HAHAHAHAHA!
cool uh :D
but felt alot of pissedoff-ness for peoplezxz.

Tuition was great with Jay Liew back (:
awwwwzxz.
and there he goes, pulling Nicholas' ear again ._.
Ouch, poor Nicholas.

OH I LOVE TODAY'S HAI PAI TIAN XIN <3

YAY YAY YAY STEAMBOAT IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS TIME!
WHOOOOO :D
loves & good morning!

DRAMA MAMAS & PAPAS :]

2010-02-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

ALL ALIVE IN 3L xD
WHOOOOOO!
i love 3L alot :D
seriously like WHOOOOOOOHOOOOOZXZ!
maybe cos i was deprived of good memories with sec2 class LOL.
nah jkjk.
(:

SS WAS FUNNNNNNEH :D

THE TEN ATTRIBUTES OF OUR GROUP.

so 1 was blahblah, 2 ...
then....

9. MUST BE HOT!
10. MUST BE HANDSOME or PRETTY.
HAHA LOL LA!

hmm so recess, music students (Y) went to bask (correct spelling?) for the Haiti Earthquake relief :x
OMG MUSIC STUDENTS JIU SHI MUSIC STUDENTS, SO PRO LA! :D
love Mrs Sng's on-the-spot 5 note requests.
XD
SHE'S UBER TALENTED, OMG I ADMIRE HER :X

then had drama for SEL, well, WE'RE THE MOST RESPONSIVE AND DRAMA CLASS xD
BHBTTM liao :] thanks to Charles LOL.
CRAAAAAAZY BUNCH OF PPL = pohyi, cherie, janice & me (:
when we had to express three definitions to a 'Happy Society', we did:

1. CARE FOR EACH OTHER - so we did a GROUP HUG <3
2. PLAY HARD - we did the 'Nobody' Dance :D (i know it's NO LINK *do the no-link handsign LMAO*)
3. LIVE WELL - so we did YUMMMMMMMMMMMMM~ SENG!

UBER CRAAAAAAAAZINESS FROM 3L-ers (:

LOVES;

just like sand.

2010-02-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

time flows away from my hands, without noticing.

IT'S ALREADY FEB, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

._. I CAN'T.

omgomgomg.
time really FLIES LIKE FLYING PIGS!
today was a much better day (:
thanks to everyone who comforted me (gah just ignore my emo-ings & rants la) and stuff (:
i appreciate it!

after sch watched softball match, HAHA :]
felt so black after getting into the shelter.
THE SUN WAS SO DAMN BIG IT MADE ME A LITTLE DARKER ._.
can't imagine how come the softballers can survice having trainings under such weather.
*faints*

then pubbed for awhile before clearing up, then slacked in TEN & had talktalktalks w/ Linjing, Daniel, Andrew & Claudia.
WHEEEEEE WE PROPOSED TO HAVE A COUNCIL BATCH CHALET + TEE + BBQ xD
WHOOOOOOOOO!
keep the passion going, and alive (:
through fun like this LOL!

JIAYOUS(:
to everyone & no.3!

LOVES <3 ;

shout for help.

2010-01-31T17:48:00.001+08:00

So glad i got to go to church today! (:

but when i came back...
suddenly, everyone's kinda splitted up D:
almost half of the cell group now go for sat service instead, 'cos they can't make it on sun.
then suddenly, half of the cell's gone D:
i miss everyone so much.
felt down at the beginning, thankfully the songs made me high (:
thanks God, i know You're there with me.

Church was awesome, with Dr. Niko sharing his testimony, and introducing us how the Indonesians praise & worship God (:
really got me high (:

Got emotional at some part then again :x
Broke down when we sang 'Nothing Is Impossible'.
Guessed i was too emotional :/
oops.

Lunched @ Eighteen Chefs w/ the cell, had Curry + Scrambled Eggs CBR :]
YUM!

chatted on the phone for 15 mins, then texted on the way home.

Walao, i really hate myself, i'm such a fucktard. I think i changed alot, IDK IDK IDK! now i'm like neglecting so much stuff, and being too insensitive towards people's feelings. Okay, maybe there was a misunderstanding, 'cos i thought that you didn't like to have me close to you :x since i thought you had some friends in the class, i thought you would be happy. i didn't know i hurt you in the slightest way. i'm so damn angry with myself. why why why. things aren't turning out well. sec3 life is tough though it's fun. art & maths are fucking tough. they're giving a hellavu stress, and i felt so zibei now. idk, idk. i feel so stupid and dumb. then now, another neglecting prob had surfaced. after one prob had been solved, another came. what the fuck is wrong with me. seriously. i think i'm creating a wall in between me and the world. seriously, i think i've changed alot. IDK WHY WHY WHY D: I FEEL SO STRESSED BEING THIS NEW ME. BUT I CAN'T RETURN TO THE OLD ME. OMG OMG OMG. i hurted far too many people D:

omgomgomg. i know it's hard for you to be comforted or anything, i'm really really damn damn sorry. you know, i felt damn happy too when i heard that you're in my class. since we knew each other since primary school. but since you felt so attached to your sec2 class, i didn't want to come and "extra". i felt the sudden change in me. not for the better, it's for the worse. i feel so stupid, i hate myself manzxz. ): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i really should learn to wear my heart on my sleeves, and be more understanding & sensitive. now i think i'm neglecting you. and you. and you. and many more yous.

omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhh D:
my heart is breaking damn badly. God, help me ):
whywhywhywhywhy. damn it. i'm so sorry for causing these sadness ):
i know what i'm saying now will not change anything. is it too late for regrets? i must really change, and be more sensitive. DAMN IT.

okay shall do my art homework.
byee :/

Happyyyy (:

2010-01-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

YAY :]

yes, happy, damn happy for some stuff.

yeah.
NIGHTS XD

close your eyes & listen.

2010-01-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

YAYZXZ gotta use com today (:

anw, school was fine today.
idk why i'm so high today, HAHAHA!

finally gotta use my phone, though with an invalid sim card, BUT BETTER THAN NOTHING, 'COS I
M SO FREAKING DEPRIVED OF MUSIC D:
&&& this morning, my phone was damn gl -.-
the sim card didn't choose to work, then i had to bus to school for the IDK HOW MANY DAYS WITHOUT MUSIC T.T
sians.
then when i reached home, and tried for the last time, IT WORKED -.-
wth!
grrrrrrrrrrr.....
nehmind, anw i'm spamming music from my phone now (:

art was funnehh, got to mix around with joshua and simyiliang.
haha :D
joshua's not bad luh, idk why ppl say he's damn gl & irritating.
maybe he just haven't show that evil side of his to us yet ._.
oh no.

okay, i shall concentrate on the music, byeeeeeeeeeeeee :]

'La Danse Finale'.

2010-01-24T15:01:00.008+08:00

yup, went to watch it w/ ZhiTao & Kenneth.
met up with them @ Bedok Macs, both of them ordered Upsized -.-
wth la, and i turned out to be the last one to finish my meal.
zai-ness ._.

STUPID KENNETH, STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.
HE'S SUCH A EVIL STUPID BOY!
-.-
mastermind to smth hor.

CHEH!

but thanks actually luh (:
HAHA.

went to school, saw lotsa AHS ppl (LIKE DUH).
Concert was not bad, (:
went home after that, tried Orange Chocolate Frappe @ Bedok Macs.
Thanks to Kenneth's recommendation, haha.

Can't go church today, & i think i'm dying from the deprivation D:
DAMN IT.

Ah well, gotta start on art homework or i'm gonna be damn dead!
D:

refreshed.

2010-01-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

Finally changed to a new blogskin!
Pardon if you can't read properly 'cos I can't too ._.

so,
it's a blogskin based on the lyrics from "Dear God" by Avenged Sevenfold (\m/).

&& I've watched finish a tribute video to Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan + read a note from M. Shadows to Jimmy on Avenged Sevenfold's website.
Damn it, makes me feel so emo.
And i love him & A7X more D:
they must have been so heartbroken, seriously.
now he can only become a memory.
But i know God would be really nice and protect him up there in heaven :)

So, The Rev, rest in peace & enjoy your little piece of heaven!

Amennnnnnnnn, :)

MIA & now back.

2010-01-17T02:40:00.000+08:00

It's been damn long since i last posted, lol.
Life's pretty hectic ever since school started, trying to fit into the upper sec life.
O-Level syallabus are scary ._.
The sizes of textbooks increase MASSIVELY.

OMG, it's a killer when you have to carry a bunch of them to school -.-

school's okay, getting the hang of it, YAY :D

& might go into MIA again.
Idk, we'll see.

Till then, (:

CHRISTMAS <3

2009-12-25T01:50:00.000+08:00

Twitter's #threewordsforyou live here!
AND SO,

chearmin MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

COOL (:
Can't wait for church in 8-ish more hours!
HAHAHA :D

TODAY WAS FUNFUNFUN :]

BEST XMAS EVE MANNNNNN ♥
went to Iluma with Huiying, Samuel, Kenneth, Delston (i think that's how his name's spelled ._.), to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2, was funny and cuteeeeee~ XD

then went to Bugis Starbucks, shared Java Chip frappe with Huiying, and was craaaazy-ing with them!
WE WERE LIKE SINGING~
LOL.
reached home at 8+, lol.

ALRIGHT, GTG AND SLEEP.
NIGHTS AND MERRY CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN!
(:

& so.

2009-12-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

♥1!
haha it's CHRISTMAS EVE.

LET'S CELEBRATE THE BIRTH OF OUR SAVIOR IN ONE MORE DAY'S TIME!

:D
gonna go orchard with kor to buy prezzies.

SHORT & SWEET POST.
loves! <3

So let's just say,

2009-12-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

AMEN! :D

Candlelight service was AWESOME today!
:D
I love the cell group i'm hanging out with now, they're so craaaaaaazy & fun!
LOL.

Service was GREATGREATGREAT.
CANDLES + SANTA CLAUS HATS + ORCHESTRA + CAROLLINGS + PRAISE&WORSHIP + FUNFUNFUN :D

Lunched @ Changi Airport Macs with the cell, then craaaaazy guitar playing by th cell group members (OMG ALMOST ALL OF THEM CAN PLAY THE GUITAR ._.).
then Huiying taught me how to play Teardrops On My Guitar, <3 thanks a bunchhhhhhhh!
Support Samuel & Chris (:
They have started a half-band on Youtube HAHA xD

CLICK HERE :D

Samuel has a great voice, & Chris + Samuel play guitar tgt = TWIN LEADS LOL.
Nah, XD

anw,

GOING MIA FOR COUNCIL BONDING CAMP ON 21 - 22/12!

Don't miss me too much :D
NIGHTS PPL, AND HALLELUJAH!
4 more days to our dear Saviour's bday <3

Lovepox.

2009-12-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

Finally got to use com -,-
after many days of CCAs and activities, and thus depriving me of com.
Damn it.
Anw, had GB farewell ytd.
Mixed feelings about it.
Shall not harp on it.

Reached home around 12+, that's damn late.
And Thank God i caught the last bus home, or i would have to walk home in the big big rain -.-

Lost my voice, and my nose's blocked like crap.
Damn it.

Looking forward to Nat's visit to SG, in like 2 more days!
WHOOO (:
Shall stop posting, byeee.

Wished that I was buried in crimson.

2009-12-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

Terribly sick today.
WOW, thanks.
Went out today, to VivoCity, then to Peninsula Shopping Centre to look at guitars :D
Gonna get an acoustic guitar set pretty soon!
Hopfully...
Got 3 badges for $3.50, and a 30 x30 cm canvas board for $5, both @ VivoCity.
Saw band and logo tees at Peninsula Shopping Centre :D
Awesomenade!

Went to Suntec City's Kushinbo for dinner with family, then played a game of Basketball in the arcade with bro, before walking around Carrefour with Mum.
Reached home around 10+?

Currently trying out death metal, so if anyone know of a good death metal band or etc, do recommend them to me!
Thanks, and nights (:

I need a bullet.

2009-12-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

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...../_==o;;;;;;;;__ _____.:/

.....), ---.(_(__) /

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...//___//

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COOL.
Reminds me of BFMV :D

Flag Day,

2009-12-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

HELLOYELLOWELLO!

Short and sweet one alright <3

Flag Day from 7.30am - 1.30pm.
@ Tanah Merah & Expo.

Expo was empty like crap? -.-
Tanah Merah was alright (:

Had lunch @ Tampines West CC Macs.
Yum, Fillet O Fish + Upsize!
SHAKER FRIES <3

sian wore slippers so couldn't go back to sch D:
yupyup.
Met Weilin, Kendra, Shijie & the Sec1s at Tanah Merah.
Talked awhile then went home.

Yay, finally get to use com.
But going off soon, so yupyup, byeeeee (:

Psyched.

2009-12-07T23:06:00.001+08:00

OMG.

BFMV FINISHED THEIR THIRD ALBUM, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
:D
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
I'M SO SHOCKED (!!!) & HAPPY!

Their twitter said this:

@bfmvofficial: LOOKS LIKE ALBUM 3 IS FINISHED GUYS!!! THATS A WRAP!!!! TIDY....

OH MY GOSH?!

can't wait to get it!

So anw, today had Sec2 bonding camp night games discussion, & then painting.
Slacked alot for painting ._.
I feel so bad, tmr i have to slack less alr.
Played cards alot alot alot of times, daidi + blackjack.
& scissors, paper, stone pumping ver. was fun!
LOL, Wesley was lucky, he did so little pumpings D:
Poor Shaun, keep losing.
XD

Then packed up, and then keep crapping around.
XD laughed like crap, cos of _____.
Yup, then went to take lotsa videos of XinJie and Angeline playing piano :D
OMGOSH THEY'RE GREAT!
Really loved how Xinjie plays Avril Lavigne's songs.
Like Innocence (Y), When You're Gone (Y!) (emo song D:), My Happy Ending, and etc?
And more more classical pieces, and Jay Chou's songs (Y).
XD

then walked out sch with Angeline, Xinjie, Jeanne, Hu Yu, and Wesley.
MRT-ed in the same direction as Jeanne :D

WHOOOOOOOO,
CANT WAIT FOR:
- BFMV'S NEW ALBUM!
- A7X'S NEW ALBUM!
- FIRST ACOUSTIC GUITAR!

YAY, <3!

Child of God (:

2009-12-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hey, it's been long since I last posted?
Okay, not really.
But this weekend is the best weekend ever! (:
Let's see....

Ytd, I went to Sylvia's church, also Elaine's XD
for a Christmas event called Crazy-mas LOL.

Met Kenneth up first to do some science hw at Bedok Macs,
then went to meet Elaine on Bus 9 LOL.
XD she look so feminine hehehe!
White dress :B

The church was uber cold ._. I was freezing, brrrrr.
But the drama and stuff were nice (:
I like the songs too, cos we sang in school before, hahaha XD or during GB.

then was Message by Preacher Jonathan Yeo (if i didn't rmb wrongly).
His msg was powerful, really.
His msg touched my heart, and totally brought out my belief in God.
Then he asked if anyone wanted to believe in God.
I raised my hand (:
& He prayed for the four, including me, who raised their hands.
I felt like crying, idk.
Tears of joy? overwhelming?
lol, but my heart felt so peaceful and stable after that :D
God has shown me light in my life, Thank You my dear God!

Had group ice breaker game, then proceeded to dinner XD
was yummy! i'm thankful for that.
then, went off with Elaine and Kenneth, walked arnd Eastpoint and etc.
SAW BRYAN LEE XD
with his cap, aiyo ._.
shy abt his botak head until like that.
tsktsk, phailed at getting his cap off D:
eeeeeeeee!

then sent Elaine off, talked to Kenneth abt God and stuff, he intro to me alot abt God.
(:

Reached home around 11+.

Today was awesome!
Met up with Kenneth (again lol), then walked to church.
Kept Lynnette and Zoey waiting, soooooo sorrrry! DDD:
Met Shar, OMGOSH I MISSED HER SO BADLY ):
finally got to see her XD
& she looked great.
heh (:

Church started, my first impression of the church was "WOW, CONCERT!!!"
Seriously la (:
City Harvest is so cool XD
hahaaaa, super high :D
then speech by a Guest Speaker, i forgot his name :x

haha then after church, went to Bugis to meet up with Billy.
Went to Bugis arcade, then went to iluma to try sneaking in for M18 movie XD
hahahaha!
But we couldn't get the tickets.
So PLAN B comes.
went to the top lv, and found my new childhood there :D
SO MANY NEW KIDS ARCADE MACHINES!
T.T I wanna be a kid for a day again.
So, back to the movie,
In the end, we pretended to go to toilet, after that, we sneaked into the threatre when the ushers were not looking!
:D shuanggggg!
But we were damn scared they would come find us luh ._.
Wahhhh.

So we watched Zombieland.
It's uber gory + violent + vulgar.
But it's sad and funny somehow. XD
hahahaha, nice movie :D
too bad didn't finish watching the ending, cos we had to run away before the ushers come in at the credits roll.
._. damn shiok, first time sneaking in and it was kinda a success!
XD
hehe!

Went to play Jubeat and etc. at Bugis arcade again, before going to Plaza Singapura. Takeaway-ed and ate Subway at the MRT station (LOL), the security guards caught us eating, so asked us to go outside the station.
But ltr, we went just a flight of stairs up and continue eating.
Then they saw us again, but this time, on an escalator going down, and very far away from us.
But totally opposite, ._. like oops!

Went home after that, talked alot abt our ex-es on the way home in the train.
and found out a bad truth.
but shan't be bad and talk abt it here.

Tralalala, shall sleep now.
Byeeeee (:
Loveyou <3

♥ matt tuck.

2009-12-02T01:52:00.000+08:00

He's the sexiest dude on Earth, after Syn Gates, i swear :D
Awhzxzxz, his face just cheered me up.
fangirling~ BUT WHO GIVES A DAMN.
He's meant to be fangirl-ed abt.
& his voice is so sexy and sweet!

Maybe i shall get a blondeey highlight similar to his', when my circumstances deem fit.
XD
Well, my mum wouldn't object (Y), but Dad, school, CCA wouldn't allow D:
Saddened.

Oh well, off to sleep.

Say goodnight, just sleep tight, say goodnight...

Wait for you.

2009-12-01T15:27:00.000+08:00

By Atreyu.

Lyrics:

It started with a kiss and turned out something else.
The blood coils in through my veins I think of no one else.
I never believed in much but I believe in this.
I’m incomplete without you, I’d kill to taste your kiss.

I’m lost and lonely,
Scared and hiding.
Blind without you.

When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
I’ll wait for you
When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,
I’ll wait for you
When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I don’t need a thing,
I’ll wait for you

It's all so different now, emotions burn me out.
I have a lifeless touch, this distance leaves no doubt.
I fear it all too much but part of me believes.
As the years pass away you made me recognize,

I’m lost and lonely,
Scared and hiding.
Blind without you.

When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
I’ll wait for you
When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,
I’ll wait for you
When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I don’t need a thing,
Cause I’ll wait for you

Cause I’ll wait for you

When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
I’ll wait for you
When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,
I’ll wait for you
When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I don’t need a thing.
I know I don’t need a thing.
I’ll wait for you.

Didn't expect such a emotional song from them, Idk.
I love this song so much, I keep playing it over and over again.

Okay,
Had Council Farewell ytd.
I felt so bad, I reached sch a lot later.
I suck, seriously.
What if people were all waiting for me?
I had all the card materials with me.
.... I suck... D:

Did the cards tgt with Sec1 Pubtions' 08.
One for Char and one for Darren.
Love how it turns out.

Yup.

I love the CHARBALL & the CHICKEN LITTLE NERDY.

So, anw,

prepared the stuff, etc.

Went to Tower Hall, put up deco and stuff.

Rehearsal, doodling, camwhored, ... and more.

Had so much fun playing Kenneth's electric guitar (:

& Of course, listening to his Paramore covers, WHOOO!

Btw, BON VOYAGE KENNETH :D

Can't wait to learn electric/acoustic guitar (:

Wanted to pick up the holiday Yamaha guitar course, but sadly I'm so bloody busy -,-

wth.

And maybe I shall just focus on drums, till I'm so much better.

Back to the topic,

so, had lotsa funny stuff going on at backstage, like EUGENE TANG DANCING TO THE BEAT OF BILLIE JEAN, AND SHAKING HIS CROTCH -.-

holy crap, he's damn hilarious! XD

BEST DANCING QUEEN EVER.

then Sec4s came in, started our show.
._. Glad that the Sec4s were high? compared to last year's Sec2 performance.
Maybe due to our zi-high batch XD
YAY.
ran to concourse to prepare dinner for Sec4s.
Was stoning like crap cos i had nth to do -.-
All the serving jobs were taken, so i was stoning with Angeline, Shujun and others.
Sec2s sat on the floor 'cos we had too many people, LOL.
Played some lame passing down action game -.-
I can't believe I can freak QinLin, HuYu and CaiHao out :D
Just by walking normally?
LOL.
THAT IS SO FREAKING COOL.
went back to Tower Hall, prezzie exchange time.
Gave the card to the seniors ;D
Heh.
then took photos with/of seniors.
Had cake outside the tower hall, packed up, left the hall then proceeded to the concourse.
Played Judo there, was uber fun! (:
haha, GB game brought into Council, oops :x
Anw, did a Council cheer before we went off.
It had been long since we last cheered tgt as a Council.
(: love the high-ness.

Trained home with ZhiTao and Eugene. JOO KOON DIRECTION FTW. (:
Walked with ZhiTao to Bedok Bus Interchange before parting ways.

Reached home, bathed, slacked, sms-ed, snacked.
mum scolded me for blasting metal out loud on stereos ._.
'Cos apparently, it was 1am? and it was noisy,oops.

Shall end this, bye.

building on.

2009-11-30T11:36:00.000+08:00

So much better now.

But not totally okay.

Idk, I think I will just break down during Council Farewell later on.

Shit, this crap is overwhelming me.

I shall just shut up and get lost.

Flashbacks.

2009-11-29T19:58:00.000+08:00

Time flies.
I remembered I was still in Sec1, still a freshman, so blur like sotong.
Now it's alr the end of Sec2 life, moving on to Sec3.

Time's like sand, it flows out of your grip quickly without you knowing.
And it's too late for regrets when you realised it.

Pubtions '08, I will surely remember all the memories we had.
All the fun we had during painting, functions work in the main hall, yes, all of them.
Darren and Charmaine, I really missed you guys.
You guys were like Daddy & Mummy, the 夫妻相 comm heads :P

Can't believe that Council Farewell is tmr.
Idk, just not prepared.
& I'm so darn sad that they weren't included in the recent Pubtions BBQ.
T.T

Hai, sian.
Thinking abt this makes me even more emo.
Off to rot...

Who Am I.

2009-11-29T19:00:00.001+08:00

By Casting Crowns.

❝ Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours.. ❞

Thankyou Lord for standing by me through these times.
Even if I'm not a Christian, I believe in You.
You're my Saviour, my only One.

Save me from this insanity.

BLOGCRAZED.

2009-11-29T03:13:00.000+08:00

I feel really crazy, & now i have like 3 MORE FREAKING BLOGS?!
in just 2 days, WOW.

WITH 1, 2, 3, THEN 4.
how FUNNEH.
Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy & dead.
How ironic.

Pray.

2009-11-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

Back from ION Orchard.
Got lotsa stuff home, including some macarons, which were tasty.
Emo shit now, 'cos of myself.

I never felt so religious ever since x years ago.
& now it's back.
I don't know if I'm a Christian though (shall ask Sylvia), but heck care, I'm just gonna pray to God.
Even He doesn't even listen to my prayers.

Dear God, thank You for lending me Your Ears these few days.
I have been praying to You recently for my problems.
Thank You, Lord, for giving me the memories, and i really cherish the times.
Lord, I just want to pray for a better tomorrow, and that everything would be much better.
Thank You so much, Lord, for listening to my prayer.
All this things I pray in Lord's Most Mighty Name,
Amen.

~~I'm so sorry for all the hurt I've done on you.~~
~~But it's better to stop now than to fall deeper and get hurt deeper.~~
~~Heartcut, so be it.~~

Hope for a better tomorrow.
I need time for it to heal.

PUBTIONS BBQ PHOTOS ♥

2009-11-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

TO BE CONTINUED! ♥

"bridge to constellation",

2009-11-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

HEY, BACK FROM CAMP!

break camp ytd night, at around 9+.
Love bonding camp.
:D
Was group leader (OMG I suck -.-) for Scorpius :D
Scorpius are: XuanQi, Jean, Kendra, Yoke Ting, Ming Yee, Shi Min & Nan Xin! :D
awesomenade!
We are the HongKongDramaFans/HongKongActorsFanGirls.
& some of us are th Gluttons + Feel 冷 club. (ask nanxin why ._.)
Damnnn 搞笑.

Okay, all the meals were super YUMMY ;D
& I like amazing race even though it was tiring.
but fun & get to explore places which i nvr went to before/for very long, like Tiong Bahru Plaza & Marina Square.
& I get to SMS :P *shhhhh~*

But I think it's kinda slack la, which isn't good.
Made me lost my sense of urgency :x

But overall, it was fun.
But emo times again when we were abt to break camp D:
Shitzxz.
Sec2 batch cried like shit, except for a few, like maybe ShiJie, Cherie and Anthea, who are the less emotional ppl?
O:
OMG, damnit.
Will miss Gracia the SUPER ADDICTIVE LAUGHING QUEEN.
): GRACIA, COME BACK EVERY NOW AND THEN FOR GB IN 2012 AND ONWARDS, OKAY!
GB Batch 6 forever <3
remember this: "No bon-bon is sweeter than our bond.♥"

Damndamn tired after i reached home.
Marks the second day.
Slept around 1?

Today was (:
slacked, com-ed, com got kept, blasted songs loud on stereos, then dinnered, then watch 与敌同行 last episode!
OMG, Li Yan's still evil D:
I think there'll be a sequel to it, since it ended with him smirking and wanna seek revenge after he got out of jail.
He's a good actor, seriously (:

How nice, -.- my prepaid balance is LOWLOWLOWLOWLOWLOWLOWLOW.
siannnnnn.
& MY MSN CHOSE TO BREAK DOWN AT THIS TIME.
HOW NICE D<
looking forward to tmr :D

Tralalas, love!

♥

2009-11-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD,

I'M BACK FROM PUBTIONS BBQ,
& it rocks like WHEEEEEEE!
I STILL SMELL LIKE BBQ EVEN THOUGH I'VE BATHED ._.

PICTURES WILL BE POSTED UP SOON!
gtg :D
shall edit this post again, someday.
HAHA.
NIGHTS EVERYBODY!

P/S: Church Children's camp kids are uber cute like AWWHZXZXZXZ~

Awesomenade

2009-11-19T18:17:00.001+08:00

like BOOM.

Hey :D
Haha, belated wish on the blog here.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, WEILIN :D
Thanks for being such a cuteeeeeeee and nice friend XD
you were like the second person i knew when i entered AHS?
:D yeah!
Haha, keep that kawaii hamster-ish (LOL) smile up always, belated birthday girl!

Tadahs.
&&, so, had drill ytd, oww man, last drill prac before drill test D:
Gonna fail fail fail, like seriously FAILZ.
-.-
Die. Goodbye. RIP.

Anw, met up with Gracia @ Eastpoint to get the Year 1 badge, then crapped with th GB Sec2s there :D
lol, damn funny BUT SUCKY -.-
suan me hur!
wlao, i am SINGLE.
YES, SINGLE :D
~~singlehood rocks, okay!~~

had drum clinic later on, so went to Starbucks, met up with Kenneth & ordered a Java Chip Frap.
MRT-ed till City Hall, then walked to Asian Civilisations Museum.
Wah sucky weather -.-
Was so freaking hot in the morning till afternoon, then started raining like crap in the late afternoon.
Walked around Clarke Quay since we reached the place 50 mins earlier -.-
Then blahs, went back to the museum and saw Luke there :D
Haha, didn't know he went too, cool.
Sat down in the theatre and waited.
I love the drum set :D
Cool, double bass + lotsa snares + cymbals + toms.
&&& the electronic drumset is AWESOMEZ.

The awesome drummer is Kozo Suganuma (:
He's Japanese, DUH from his name.
So he speaks in Japanese, then the translator will do the translations.
I can understand abit, so I will just sometimes laugh or smile.
Idk why, but I think that their politeness is cute.
No offence :x

So he did lotsa stuff on the acoustic drums, and i must say that I've learnt alot :D
Seriously, alot.
I know what's the sound produced for each drum piece now, heh.
& later on, he played the electronic drumset.
OMG i love the three-zone drumpad!!!!!!
you can achieve the various sounds of hitting the different parts of the drums!
Like for snare, there's the open and close snare, rim click and stuff!
Then you can also change the sounds to like jazz-like, TAIKO-like (COOL), electric-like, and MACHINEGUN-LIKE.
LOL, THAT'S DAMN COOL!
*machine gun shots* *bomb* *police car siren* *helicopter flying*.
Alot of stuff :D

Too bad it was late after it ended, so i couldn't get his autograph D:
cos there was an autograph session!
but nvm, he's cool.
&&& HE'S 50 YEARS OLD.
COOL.
&&& HE STARTED PLAYING DRUMS AT 8!
AND BECAME A PROFESSIONAL DRUMMER BY 15!
prooooooo :]

Then, took MRT from Clarke Quay MRT station.
LOL apparently we realised that Clarke Quay and Raffles Place MRT are nearer to the museum than City Hall's.
...
Nvm.
Reached home, slacked, rested my toe cos it hurts like &%^@ !
-.-
then SMSed, listened to songs.
Slept @ 1am.
:D

Today got nth much, yeahh...
Ah well :D
Jiayou GB for drill test tmr! :D
although I CMI de.
XD
Off for dinner, byeeeee~

Photographs

2009-11-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hey, was feeling bored, so i starte editing photos with Photoscape.
(:
Here are some of my completed random stuff:

Before:

After:

&&& this:

Tralala `♥

Bokeh.

2009-11-15T19:36:00.001+08:00

" In photography, bokeh is the blur,^[1]^[2] or the æsthetic quality of the blur,^[3]^[4]^[5] in out-of-focus areas of an image, or "the way the lens renders out-of-focus points of light."^[6] Differences in lens aberrations and aperture shape cause some lens designs to blur the image in a way that is pleasing to the eye, while others produce blurring that is unpleasant or distracting— "good" or "bad" bokeh, respectively. "

- Wikipedia.

Tralalas, feeling like owning a DSLR.
or get a better digital cam now, since electronic stores are having holiday offers.
Yayness!

;D I know I sound so auntie, but phleesh luh, it's never bad being like that.
You get to save more money, which means you can get more stuff ;D

I think Canon Powershot S90 and Samsung ST550's good choice, for digital cameras.
;D
& S90's kinda a miniature ver. of DSLR w/ a control ring too, COOL!

Ohmygosh, can't wait for dad to get me th ice wine, yayness ;D
Ah well, byeeeeeeee(:

Shopping @ Ion.

2009-11-15T04:22:00.000+08:00

Read the title.
Yes, with mum.
:D

UH, bought Animal Farm in { Prologue }.
It's such a cool bookstore.
Hear that it's another company under Popular?
haha, cool.

Then, anw, walked arnd, saw lotsa stuff, blahs.
Then went to Orchard Road to walk for awhile.
The nightlights were beautiful!

Walked around somemore, reached home at around 12am?
Lol, that's late.

Now listening to Pen & Paper by RJA.
Heard a song called Fukurou (i think so) by Plastic Tree on some music channel on TV.
The lead looks like Death Note's L, haha :)
& his voice is nice.

I was lol-ing at ppl's comments comparing An Cafe's Miku and Kanon's screams.
I think both their screams sound almost the same.
But yeah, i think Kanon's screams're better.
But kinda, not the type of scream i like.

But anw, here are the piccies i took today ;D

In Takashimaya:

Orchard Road:

I like how the nightlights turn out.

Although it's a tad too bright, but i likey the slight bokeh effect.

I'm off, bye.

Chilli + Ketchup + Salt + Mayo + more...

2009-11-15T04:04:00.002+08:00

13 NOVEMBER

Haha, hey :D
Had council sec2 batch meeting for farewell item, was pretty funny.
Then went down to 85 to meet up with Cherie, Joscelin and Xuanqi to discuss about games for children's camp telematch.
Had carrot cake, yumz!

Saw 2 cats standing on the window of a 2nd floor flat near 85, while walking back to school.
I was like super super super afraid that the cats may jump down! :x

Then took photo in front of the new concave mirror (:
Uhm, it had been changed for awhile, but it looks super shiny and new unlike the old one.
The other better photo's with Cherie (:

had GB farewell prep, hmm.
Was pretty funny, cos of the "Shake S'pore" thing.
XD LOL like shit.
then went to Macs with Cherie, Xuanqi and Joscelin.

Had an apple pie, and Coco Krunch Mcflurry ;D

Yumz again!

Then Xuanqi w/ her craaaaaazy experiment, so BOOMZ!
Teehees.
Played Truth Or Dare, but actually they're just Truths loh.
:x

Went home, slacked and etc.

Pictures of the craaaaaaaazy experiment proudly presented by Prof. Xuanqi! ;D
LOL.

Ingredients:
- Garlic Chilli
- Tomato Ketchup
- Mayo d'lite
- Macs Curry
- Pepper
- Salt
- Nestle Cream Powder
- Sugar

Then, make composed layers of ingredients in the curry sauce plastic container.

You will end up having freaky treasures found from diggings.

Mix further. For fun?

Result: A thick floury paste with 酸甜苦辣 in it.

Here's a piccie of our (shy) Prof, Xuanqi! ;D

Our garbagae dump:

Haha, Apple pies-flooded!

Taadz.

Wish upon the stars.

2009-11-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

There are times when i really want to pray for people who are in midst of crisis or whatsoever.
But i'm not a Christian.
So i can't.
D:
Maybe i will just pray to the stars ☆ ☆ ☆ (lol?).

I hope, you can hold on, and make it through. Just hold on, alright?
Jiayou, you can do it.
& I certainly hope that that can change.

Things happen but we don't really know why.
Yeah, i agree.
I'm been hit with busy schedules for these few weeks, and alot of emotional problems surfaced too.

Could it be a hint?
Idk, disasters are happening everywhere, more frequently then usual.

Could it be a hint,
~~that the world's ending~~?

Okay, that wouldn't happen.
I don't want to die so early.

Nights everyone, while i lie in my bed, trying to figure out what's happening.
I'm confused & lostlostlost.

Anti-social.

2009-11-11T23:33:00.001+08:00

In conclusion,

I'M ANTI-SOCIAL.

for today.
Teez (:

Had Pubtions training today,
was brainpower-draining siahzxzxz -,-
but had fun la.
We fell in love with "Boom, boom clap, Boom, de clap, de clap!".
Well, Miley Cyrus' song?
Yeah.
& We keep going BOOMZ & SHINGZ.
Luuvlaayyeeee :]

1 more day to GB drill,

2 more days to streaming results + Council/ GB Farewell prep,

3 more days to that thing.

7 - 8 more days to drill day camp,

8 more days to drum clinic (& class bbq, but i'm not going),

9 more days to Drill test,

10 more days to some Help-The-Children's camp,

10/ 11 more days to Pubtions BBQ,

and so on...

I hope i can really remember these complicating dates well.
D:

Naowwww, I REALLY HOPE RAPIDSHARE CAN BLESS ME SO THAT I CAN GET MY WHOLE SHINSANGOKUMUSOU 5 SPECIAL DOWNLOADED!
ohmyheartzxzx, bless me.

Felt emo just now, 'cos Mum was talking abt something.
& I felt so sad.
She may be putting on a brave front, but her trembling voice gave her away.

& so, i kinda broke down.
Not really tearing it out, but tears were fighting to get out.
Fortunately i won them.

I fought back my tears.
I strengthen myself together.

4 more years.
4 more years before that happens.

Earlier in the afternoon, i was like "Yay, 4 more years, i will be 18, and i can buy alcohol."
Now, later in the evening, i was like "Shit, 4 more years, i will be 18, and it may happen."
Hope it will not happen, seriously.

Don't, alright?

Don't, dearest mummy.

A7X

2009-11-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

Before i forget, here's some pictures of A7X taken by photographers.

I like the Rev's drumsets.

3 BASS DRUMS + so many cymbals + rack toms.

nice (;

Syn is so freaking hot in all these pics (;

& OMFG, MATT GOT LONG HAIR.

NO MORE THE SAME BALDIE ):

nvm, he still looks smoking hot (:

More picts, visit http://www.facebook.com/AvengedSevenfold (:
A7X ROCKS TTFM :]

Innocence.

2009-11-09T17:47:00.001+08:00

How cute (:

But my cat ain't lousier than them, despite being a blub of saggy reduced-fat.

LOL.

felt so bored today, decided to do random stuff.

Surprisingly, i did not watch A7X today.

Instead, i focus full-time on downloading Shin Sangoku Musou 5 Special!

WHOO didn't know that it came out on PSP.

PSP VERSION, DUDE!

best thing you can get out of DW6.

Although i think DW6 on PS3 is much better.

Sharper quality, and bigger screen? ah, it's called maximised gaming experience on PS3.

lol.

And was watching MGS4 Playable demo by the creator of the game.

(: it's freaking cool.

Haha, Snake having back aches concluded the demo.

Hilarious (:

& Raiden returns back, more smoking hot than ever!

OMG~

*fangirl-ing*

Idk, he looks so much cooler and agile.

Nice :D

& I've saw from the MGS4 website that UNIQLO has done a collabration with MGS to produce graphic tees based on the game.

COOL(:

but can't get to buy it now, 'cos it was like 1 year ago?

hais ):

nvm then...

Shall end this, byeeeeeeee(;

MGS4.

2009-11-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

Some goodies i earned from going to Drebin's Shop, in Metal Gear Solid 4's website.
Here (: ---> http://www.konami.jp/mgs4/uk/top.html

Haha, needa earn some Drebin Points (DP).
Omg I want a PS3 so badly, so that i can play Metal Gear Solid 4 (MGS4), Devil May Cry 4, Japanese Version of Dynasty Warriors 6 (Shin Sangokumusou 5) series!
& Lotsa more games that are only available on PS3.
OH YA THE LATEST FINAL FANTASY!
I can't wait to play all these!
I swear i will just quit playing com for a week just to play all those games :D

Anyone who got th above games at home?!
PLEASE INVITE ME TO GO TO YOUR HOUSE TO PLAY :D
hehehehe, OMG.
(:
I'm such a gamer freak.
CRAP.
Off to play with the missions on the website!

Euphoria.

2009-11-07T01:52:00.001+08:00

OMG A7X IS FINALISING THEIR NEW ALBUM!
From Zacky's Facebook update (:
OMFGGGGGGGGG!
I HOPE IT COMES OUT BY THIS DEC, THEN IT'LL BE THE BEST XMAS PRESENT I'LL EVER RECEIVE.
haha but i'll be sharing the album costs with hj, so yeah.
It will be half mine though (:
OMG, SO STOKED FOR THIS!

& feel like getting the "All Excess" DVD, 'cos it rocks so much, and i just can't get enough of it!
'cos of that, it's keeping me awake (:
Crap, it's like a drug to me.

A7X'S MY DRUG.

oh no, "too many doses and i'm starting to get an attraction".
;D haha, Bat Country's lyrics.

Omg, today's damn random/lame la.
Thanks to hj -,-
RANDOMNESS ROCKS.
RANDOMNESS = SPAM NUDGES (NUDGE MANIA FTW) + EMOTICON BATTLE + MSN "GANG FIGHT" + SPAM VULGARITIES + RANDOM DEBATES.
Lol, not to forget, our spamming of ~~dear~~(PUI!-,-) Ris Low's quotes.

BOOMZ.

:]
She's RAD.
Rad = wonderful (:
lol.
OMG i was like laughing like upside down shit during our MSN convo.
Heh.

Okay, off to watch/listen to more A7X stuff.

Cheers!

plug in your earphones (:

2009-11-05T23:51:00.001+08:00

Thanks to a YOUTUBE ADDICT *ahem*, i have become a Youtube addict.
Now watching Youtube all day and night long.

Hmm, had drill this afternoon.
Wasn't feeling well, might be due to eating lunch 1 hour before drill, lol.
Blame me.

Went home after drill, and drank plum sake.
Was feeling kinda tipsy, and i was being uber random just now, on MSN.
spam nudge ppl.
LOL.
The alcohol screwed my body -,-

& I was cursing so damn violently at the amt. of hw on the E-learning portal.
Nice one.
fish it upside down, inside out.

then spam listened to A7X's songs.
Seriously damn bored.
Found a new loved song, which is I Won't See You Tonight, Part 1, by A7X.
it's such a godly emotional song, both melody and lyrics.
Felt damn emotional after listening to it.
Kept repeating the song, 'cos i couldn't get enough of it.

A7X creates the best songs ever. (YES!)

Haha still remembering how the Rev chases after the stallion duck,
LMFAO.
& the Syn crawling on the table, then falling onto the floor upside down.
& smooching his friend.
LOL.

Anyw,
Here's tributes of A7X's songs by Vitamin String Quartet (<3)

I Won't See You Tonight, Part 1.

Seize The Day.
Sorry, the vid did not allow embing.
So here's the url (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4QtjFoLHW0

Bat Country.

Here's String tributes for BFMV (\m/)

Tears Don't Fall.

All These Things I Hate.

Haha, now here's a playlist of Piano tributes for MCR.
Damn wicked.
(:

My Chemical Romance Piano Tribute

Off to listen to more metal & make my ears bleed.

P/S: I'm gonna be a ~~super~~ owl on Friday night. B)

A7X Random.

2009-11-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

Haha, short and random post.

BUT SYN'S DAMN CUTE WHEN HE'S DRUNK.
:D
Watch Youtube to find out more.
Lol, he drank lotsa alcohol.

& The Rev's freaking funny.
The Rev: "OMFG, that is the biggest stallion duck i have ever seen in my whole life!"
& He goes around, chasing after that duck.
Poor duck *quack*.

&&&,
We're making this really random group called "The Sinister Parade" on Facebook, so do join us if you're a fan of A7X (LOLLOLLOL THIS IS DAMN RANDOM).
I know the group name's random, but it's deprived from Syn's name.
LOL.

Synyster Gates, "Sinister" Gates.

Get it?
:D
K. nights everyone, & i'll dream of that cute lil' drunk Syn.

Till then!

New findings.

2009-11-02T12:17:00.001+08:00

Hey!
Woke up suprisingly early today, okay, i woke up at 11am.
But I slept at 4am ytd!
:D isn't that wonderful?
But i woke up 'cos there was a problem.
Shan't tell you.
It's a monthly affair, *coughs*.

So anyw, went Youtube-ing for 家好月圆 (:
& Guess what?
I found another talented pianist XD
okay, maybe musician, since he plays more than piano.
Lemme put up his video here.
HE PLAY BY LISTENING TO THE SONG!
AND CREATES SCORES ON THE SPOT!
Pro :x
prefect pitch hearing la.

Yup, go to his page (:

HERE!

then was surfing arnd Facebook, when i saw an Adv that says "For All Bullet Fans" (:
So, it says smth like this, if you like BFMV, check out this band called Society's Plague.
& So i did.

Haha, Society's Plague is a melodic metal band and they're unsigned.
Cool(:
Their songs are good, esp. the drums.
Sorry i only focuses on the drums, cos idk how to hear whether the guitar playing is good.
& you know what?
They have a female keyboardist, THAT'S SO COOL!
i rarely see females in metal bands.
Hmm, it's now past the gender limit!
GIRLS CAN BE INTO METAL, RAWR!

so anyw,

HERE is their page (: If you're ever interested, & JUST LIKE ME, IS A BULLET FAN TOO!
WHOOO (:

Can't wait for BFMV's new album and A7X's album.
Maybe i shall just buy them instead of getting them illegally from the Internet.
Heh :]

Okay, i shall go listen to Society's Plague, byeeeeeeeeeeee!

P/S: The song "Forged By Fury" is nice(: Check it out!

Tralala :]

2009-11-02T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Just came back from shopping w/ Mum XD
she rocks, HAHA :]
ME + MY MUM = SHOPPAHOLICS ♥
anyw, went out to look for the Bio and Physics Matters textbooks, to see which one i should take.
Well, apparently my mum say Bio more 吃香, :x

Went to Tampines 1 first, lunched @ Manpuku, had a Sashimi combo and one Mochi & Cheese Okos.
Was okay, just that the mochi was too sticky.
:x

the salmon was yummy!

:]
Then, walked around Tampines1, bought lotsa stuff (:
YAY MY MUM BOUGHT A LG ICE CREAM PHONE FOR US TO USE LOL!
It's a white one (:

Then went to UNIQLO, bought lotsa tees XD
Haha, got a green striped polo, like OMG (:
First time wearing a polo out.
Hmm shall find a suitable day to wear it.
Then 2 graphic tees, and one long sleeved white shirt for council?
Idk.
'Cos i'm outgrowing my old white shirt.
XD
growing fatter, hais.

Then, went to walk awhile more, before proceeding to Tampines Mall.
Went to Starhub, then Popular to look for the textbooks.
omg they're so freaking heavy,
CAN'T IMAGINE CARRYING THEM ALL IN FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
-.-

Then went to BHG, and bought a luggage bag for Grandma, 'cos everytime she comes visit us, her old bag is always suffering.
so yeah :x
Went home, charged the cute lil' Ice Cream phone :}

Now using it, heh (:
K i shall go sleep, nights!

Initiation camp.

2009-11-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

Haha, ytd we had Council Initiation Camp for the Sec1s.
So, went to school with Matilda, luckily we reached just in time, at 7.30am.
-.- THE STUPID BACK GATE WAS CLOSED, causing me and matilda to reach school later than expected, 'cos we have to make a big round to the main school gate.
Thus.

Yup, settled down at the concourse, then after awhile, moved to the AVT.
Then was briefing on Rules, and stuffs.
Was then splitted into our groups.

I got into Persia, with ZhiYuan and LingXin as group leaders :]
Group members were CuiDan, Hannah, ZhiTao, MengYuan and Shawn.
♥
love our group, 'cos we have Cuidan, the ENTHU girl!
plus our group were basically all the fun and high people, so yeah :3
Goup leaders gave us group identities, hmm, roses (:
I got a pink rose~

Haha those are our group's identities.

Aren't they cute :D

Btw, one rose plush is $1.80 like @%$#?!

& I heard that ZhiYuan bought them all.

Poor him, lol.

Must have burnt a big hole in his pocket, 'cos it costs like $14.40 all tgt?

'cos there were 8 roses in total.

Okay, so played Whacko later, with our roses, LOL.

Had fun (:

Then Mrs. Sng (Idk if it's correct spelling) joined us in the game.

Then more Icebreaker games, like the Fire, Hunter and Earthquake game.

HAHA darn fun (:

Next is the "Blow Wind Blow" game.

My ears were having hearing problems, couldn't hear properly, so I ran around anyhow -.-

ZZZ.

anyw, after that was ... Situational Acting.

Which was acting out the scene when you catch people smuggling food and stuff back to class, and how you'll face the situation, through the different questions given.

One question was that the friend was helping a person who got a stomachache to bring food up to class, but was caught by us.

So we had to act out.

Hmm, another was smuggling a drink up to class, but the person insisted it was water.

Yup.

Then, was RaRa session, lots of begging-for-stones stuff, learning of cheers (SHOUT, SCREAM, RAWR!), running while shouting the cheers, and also cheer while in pumping position -.-

My knees and hands were hole-y and "radd" after i got up, cos we had to do it on the rough Parade Square ground.

Ouch.

Then level meeting with Chenlaoshi at AVT.

Was okay, lotsa bad stuff in the conversation.

She was indirectly pin-pointing me in some stuff.

Whatever, la.

I'm already a bad student in her eyes.

I don't care.

Even if i'm blacklisted by the school (I think I am, alr).

Then was complaining about hunger, & i was feeling weak -.-

Then was telematch, OMG.

Die.

But anyw, it was fun.

Was playing the Fish & Net game.

Kenneth played darn rough, in the end, he injured himself.

-.- That guy ar.

Arms were breaking after that game, 'cos apparently i am in the middle, and i was being "torn apart" by the people 'cos the two ends went in different directions.

Ouchies.

Later was LUNCH, LIKE HOORAY.

(: snapped pics, ate one and a half lunchboxes (damn hungry, LOL). that half share was from LingXin's leftovers.

XD and apparently i didn't feel full at all -.-

OMG.

I'm growing fatfatfat, like seriously.

Haha, ZhiTao's so funny.

XD hide his face with that plushie bouquet.

After lunch, was briefing for games, then GAMES.

(: PERSIA VS. ROME!

MUAHAHAHA.

First station was Kaiho's, where we had to catch the opponent's bombbag with a garbage bag.

Alternatively, we have to throw the bombbag using the garbage bag, and make sure that they do not catch it.

The team with the area least wet wins (:

So, in the end, idk who won.

I FORGOT, ROFL!

anyw, was fun (:

Next was Gary's station, where i became the "Newspaper model of the Century".

Nah, one person from each team would be wrapped up in newspaper, and then sit on the chair given.

The team with the newspaper least wet wins (:

So, we had several items, the floor whatever broom it is, then a metal wire, and a garbage bag.

Lol.

To protect me with those items.

Then was Marcus' station, where we have to carry the bucket with our feets, while saying our cheer.

Next was where the whole group stands on a piece of cardboard, and we must flip it.

The team who flips it the fastest wins.

We won, but actually that was cos the cardboard was broken into two, so flipping was easier.

3 people on one cardboard is better than 6 people on one cardboard, LOL.

Then, was Deborah's station.

The most gross station -.-

Rome was gross, LOLL.

The team with the most vol. of water in the opposing bucket wins.

So, Rome used their shoes!

& CARRY THE WATER IN THE SHOES, AND POURED INTO OUR BUCKET.

omg gross LOL.

the water was kinda muddy in the end -.-

OMG.

Played another round, cos it was kinda unfair.

This time, no shoes.

So Shawn from our group and CaiHao from Rome stripped off their tees, and let their groups to use.

LOL.

Sexy, WHOO~

then we won (:

then the bonus round, was to make a unique cheer/skit/song or anything related to Water.

We had a choir LOL.

Idk who win in the end, but yeah(:

Last station ('cos of limit of time), was YuPing's station.

Where we have to balance the 1.5l bottle on our head/forehead and reach the point.

Then use the bottle on the head to throw/roll to hit the bottle pins.

Water Bottle Bowling, haha(:

Idk who won again, LOL.

In conclusion, I HAVE A SLIPPERY AND ROUND HEAD.

'cos i can't balance any bottles for nuts -.-

Then, cleared up the station for YuPing and we went back to the concourse.

OMG i was dam suay when i was walking back.

-.- only ZhiTao and ZhiYuan knows, LOL.

Shhh!

then, changed our clothes, and SURPRISINGLY WE WERE THE FIRST TEAM TO ARRIVE, DESPITE BEING LATE FOR 20 MINS.

LOL.

Slacked, etc.

Then was begging for stones time, then Prize presentation.

We got 122 stones in total, making us the 5th Runner Up, i think.

ROME WON US, LIKE HUH?!!

nvm, it's th fun that counts!

Speech by CaiLaoshi, then end of CAMP! :D

Had some short Pubtions meeting, then went to meet w/ the Sec2s who were going for dinner tgt.

There were like 8 ppl; Me, Claudia, Eugene, Hannah, LinJing, Yucheng, ZhiTao, Kenneth.

Dinner-ed @ White Sands SUBWAY.

Had a Metaball Marinara Hearty Italian, with pickles, olive & lettuce, mayo (gross combi w/ the red sauce

with Double Choc & White chip + macadamia nut cookies.

Then Kenneth went off, leaving the 7 of us going to the library @ White Sands, & we played UNO XD

however the attempt failed :x

Were caught by the librarian while she was making her rounds, and she came to the last row -.-

Suay..

Anyw, went outside the library to discuss.

Then, ZhiTao and Hannah left (separately, forgot who left first).

Then left with LinJing, Yucheng, Claud & Eugene and me.

Went to the arcade to play.

Played House Of The Dead 4 with YC, wlao i'm damn noob D:

Losed at the first boss there, hais.

SORRY YUCHENG!

then spam played Bball.

along with the rest of ppl la (:

Heh.

Decided to went home after that, trained home with Eugene 'cos he's heading the Joo Koon direction.

HAHA there was this Naughty G drink adversiment, with the ingredients listed: " HORNY GOAT WEED, KOREAN GINSENG, ..."

LOL, look at the first ingredient.

Okay, sorry.

But me and Eugene were like LOL-ing.

- coughs -

Reached home peacefully and dead beat.

Slept at around 10.30pm, 'cos was dozing off on the sofa, while waiting for my hair to air-dry.

That's all for ytd! :]

The gonna-be-over times.

2009-10-30T17:58:00.001+08:00

Hey.

What is depicted in this picture, really tells alot.
It's worth a lifetime of storytelling.
Save the polar bears; STOP GLOBAL WARMING.
Actions have consequences.
& now, we're living in the era of "Consequences".

I guess i won't be able to see ice anymore, when i reach 80 years old.
Seriously, all i get to see is man-made ice in Snow City?
Maybe the man-made ice wouldn't exist by then too.
Then my descendants would not even know what ice is.
Maybe, only about the drugs by the name "Ice".

Sorry i'm feeling very Geography-ish today.

Perhaps influenced by the video clip Mrs Koh showed us during class.

By Al Gore, i think.

I'm confused.

I don't know what stream i should go to.

Considering Bio, Art, E. Geog; Double Sci Bio, Geog; Triple Science, Geog.

Apparently we have to include a stream choice from a different category.

Idk, idk.

Physics or Biology?

ARGHHHH.

Decision of life. Decision to decide my path of future.

A kind soul, help me please ):

I'm tormenting my brain thinking about this days long.

I'm feeling sad.

'Cos today's the last day of school, & some friends are leaving for IP.

I will miss them badly ):

To friends, like Carmen, Yeeling, WenJing, Gracia, etc.
(Sorry if i did not name you :x It was a slip off my mind, SORRY!)

Thankyou for being my friends, i really appreciate the times we were together.
Even if we may not be very close, but thanks for any memories that we have.
Be it just a photograph, or just a conversation with you.
All the best in your respective JC lives :D
Do remember me as the little human living in the corner of your heart.
Maybe, someday you'll just forget me, but I don't mind.
'Cos I was once remembered.
(:

More dedication time?

Thanks JinYan, YuanLi, LiXin and Anthea for spending time with me together, & for being recess-time group.
XD Whatever conflicts we may have (Esp. Anthea, LOL), or happiness we shared, emotions and all, thankyou for them (:
I guess without you guys, i would just end up being a loner, & just emo and rot.
Thanks for the high-ness, & randomness, and crappiness.
Not to forget JinYan's jokes XD
Wish you all the best in Sec3, and hope that we'll be in the same class again XD

Thanks Peggy for always being there for me, even though we may be in different classes this year.
My friendship for you will never change even if we are in different classes.
Thanks for the moments we shared together, whether sadness, happiness, conflicts, and etc.
W've made it this far, through ups and downs.
Hope that we'll be in the same class (:
& All the best for Sec3, ♥ you!

Lyrics from the song "Graduation Song" by Vitamin C.
First learnt about it when i was in Primary 6, the leaving year of primary school.
Here, i will dedicate this to friends who are leaving, or any friends out there(:

" As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever. "

Garh, my tummy's rumbling for its milk (LOL, it's a baby?!), & i'm off for dinner.

Till then;

Muachamuacha!

2009-10-29T22:04:00.001+08:00

Hey (: cheerios.
Haha, busy + tired these few days.
Maybe more relaxed after today.
XD YAY!
'cos firstly, i finished most of my GB stuff, then the stress are all away :D
~~HOPEFULLY.~~

These few days, i always dozed off in class.
Haha, esp ytd's Maths lesson, when our Dearest damn-cute-la! Mr. Lim started teaching us lessons -.-
even after exams, sob.
& the topic's Indices.
LOL. weird name, but yeah.
& i was so freaking tired + Maths = numbers = makes me wanna sleep,
so i fell asleep on my table.
Then i think ppl were calling my name to wake me up when it was my turn to answer the question.
:x then Mr. Lim super cute lah, usedd my water bottle nudged my head.
LOL i woke up like some retard -,-
luckily i knew how to answer.

today was a from-high-to-sian-to-high-thanks-to-anthea's-PMS day.
LOL (:
thanks luh, MONKEY.

Slacked, was feeling rotten/sian, got high when i watched Death Note 2 (YAY L's so cute xD).
Played UNO & Stress w/ my retardedly-looking Harry Potter Ver's UNO cards.
Lol.
XD

Stayed back for some Pubtions-related meeting with seniors.
Crapped alot w/ Pubtions, enjoyed Pacman-ing w/ Claudia (DAMN PRO! O:)
Then slacked, eat, and stuff @ home.

this is what my cat used to do to me.

CLING ONTO MY SHOULDER & PENETRATE ITS NAILS INTO MY SKIN AND MEAT.

Ouch.

However my cat was darn cute (:
Really missed the times when it was still a small lil' kitten, & i could just carry it in my palm.
It's amazing how i can witness the growth and life of cats.
I thought about this (touchwood, seriously), like how i would feel if ~~my cat passed away someday~~.
I think i will just, feel so empty.
Not able to see a furry white ball at the corner of my eyes.
Not able to see a furry white ball sleeping on the sofa with its legs spread wide and up.
Not able to see how the furry white ball acts innocent whenever my mum scolds it.
Not able to hear the funny yet cute sounds it makes.
Not able to feel the same texture of fur anymore.
Not able to get bitten by the little monster anymore.
Not able to smile when the furry white ball does something funny.

Aww man D:
Why this sad topic.
Okay, i shall end with a picture,

sorry it's very unclear, can't expect much from a 1.3megapixels camera phone.

Goodbyes,

Fresh skin.

2009-10-26T16:07:00.002+08:00

Changed my blogskin (:
& I must say that i really love the way the tagboard is displayed.
Hmm, so now i know how to separate them.

Sorry, the blog looks kinda crammed up.
Can't help it, i have tons of self intro + links.

Not putting music playlist up anymore, 'cos i'm too lazy to edit the songs.
Maybe when i'm much more proactive.

Hehehs.
Found a good photo editing software :D
You might want to download it too!
IT'S FREE-OF-CHARGE!
FREE-OF-CHARGE, I REPEAT!

Here's the link (:

http://www.photoscape.org/

Today's a boring Sunday, & this is how you can fight the boredom away. (just for reference)

- First, wake up to find that it's 10.30 am, which is almost the whole morning gone.

- Next, grab a dorayaki & chomp!
To find what what a dorayaki is, look to the right of the post.
You'll find a picture. Doraemon's favourite food (: Yum!

- Do that while you're in front of the computer surfing for random things.

- Surf sites like Deviantart, or Google any random things to make your day.

- When you're feeling thirsty, get a Starbucks Vanilla Frappuccino from the fridge and savour the sweet and coffee-y taste.

- Change your blogskin after the previous one had stayed on the blog for months & starts to look boring and dull.

- After enjoying yourself, remind yourself to work hard again, by doing your CCA proposal(s).

- Kill your mind by setting a countdown timer of the deadline(s) of the proposals.

:D now you don't feel bored anymore!

LOL.
i was being so lame, i can't walk anymore -,-
*coughs*

Off to rush my CCA proposal.
~~DANG!~~

Shopping @ Bugis.

2009-10-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

Went to Bugis ytd, shopping spree w/ Mum (:
Well, in the end i got:
- A Le Petit Macaron Handphone Accessory, @ Action City XD
I ♥ TH GREEEEEEEEEENN! :3

RAWR! says the Macaron xD

- a Red skinnies/jeans? Idk. @ Bugis St.
- 2 tartan long sleeved tees (i think it's called the boyfriend tee or smth); one somewhat blue-ish green tartan & the other, purple tartan; @ Bugis St.
- Ai Ore Vol. 3 :P (i think there's gonna be ____) *coughs* ; @ Kinokuniya.

Yay :D

& YOU KNOW WHAT!?
I was in Kinokuniya.
So i walked around.
Then suddenly i saw this book!
A book i loved & wanted to buy (although it's in Japanese)~
Neo Genesis magazine(s)!
However one book was for $30+.
*COUGHS*
BUT THEN D:
THERE'S ALICE NINE (♥), LM.C (♥!!), AN CAFE (♥!!), AYABIE (♥) & MANY OTHER VISUAL KEI BANDS!
D:
*sobs........*
Sadly i couldn't get it.
Nvm, i found the website to it :D
So, YAY!
NEO GENESIS <3
CLICK on th above if you're a VKei fan like me (:

- changes topic -

So, now the macaron is on my handphone XD
so cute!
Too bad my camera's out of batt, or i could have snapped a pic of it & posted it on here and Facebook.

Ah well, gotta go do my cca proposal(s).
Byeeeee! :)

Bat Country drum scores.

2009-10-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite songs (regarding the drums) on COE, City Of Evil album of A7X.
I don't like the footworks D:
SO INSANELY HARD!!!
The Rev is insane, insane pro ass!
Aspires to be like him.
Hopefully that dream comes true someday.

Teehee!

What I'd dreaded has arrived.

2009-10-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

Yeah, like it's gonna happen for my results.
I can't help swearing/scolding myself/crying in my heart/laughed at myself for the HORRID results.
POOOOFS.
-.-

Luckily my chinese oral pulled up my C5 chinese marks -.-
So i got 60 in the end.
I zai right, the second last for chinese compo in class.
HAHA.
36/70.
PASSED BY ONE MARK, LOL!
Thanks la -.- i suck at writing.
OMG damn scared i might have to drop out of Higher Chinese D:
I DON'T EVER WANNA!
For th sake of not taking chinese in JC anymore, I MUST SCORE WELL D:
At least well enough not to become a Higher Chinese dropout.

Pulled my science from a B3 to A2, WOOHOO!
Mr Ong like don't care, LOL.
I negotiate crappingly, he see like can get marks, then go give me marks (:

Geog was. Pretty fine.
Maths, was fine too. Got an extra mark, YAY!
*COUGHS* DUNNO-WHICH TEACHER SAY WE USE WRONG CONCEPT HOR when we went to find himi in staff room.

I FAILED ENG COMPRE!
10/25 xD
Me so zai.
Heng that my Summary pulled it up ALOT.
Hehe, CONCLUSION: I'M BETTER IN ENG THAN CHINESE! O:
holy crap, i come from a chinese speaking family & this is what i got :x
Just damn scared for Paper 1.

I might get into Combined Sciences, retained or transferred of sch D:
Fingers crossed.
I still don't know what double science combi i want.
Bio, or Physics?
HOPEFULLY I WONT GET INTO COMBINED SCIENCE D:

Well, let's leave it all to fate.
Nights people.

P/S: OH NO JUST RMBERED TO CUT MY NAILS :x
oops or i'll die tmr.

2009-10-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

A random confession of the day:

ANTHEA IS A GODDAMN ASSHOLE!

- vent my anger out. -
That sucker, WTF.

Urgh;

Nights.

It's today.

2009-10-17T15:01:00.004+08:00

Hey(:

Looking for J-rock songs, listening to a band, meth.
They're good.
Hehe the growlings, RAWR.
Can't wait to get more LM.C songs :x
But i couldn't find any download sites with their songs.
Sobs.

Btw, I feel so interested in getting a purikura album & put all my neoprints in it XD
or maybe i shall do some DIY & make a mini scrapbook, and stick them up(:
but i suck at handicrafts :x
Ah wells.

& and here's Beatmania IIDX 16 EMPRESS logo :D

haha, look so girly. now listening to An Cafe's old song, "Cherry咲く勇気!!"
Heard that they're gonna be on hiatus in 2010 D:
WHYYYYY! I WILL MISS AN CAFE D:
Nyappy forever~

LOL. - japanese fangirl here -

*coughs*

Saw Loreal having a new blue-black hair dye, & i found it so cool(:
maybe i shall redye my hair again next year to that colour XD
JET BLACK! MUAHAHAHAHA :3

My hair's getting more auburn after piling on multiple brown dyes every year?

-.- gonna trim the ends, they look so auburn.

6 more days.

So i must hurry chiong finish.
Jiayous ~~to poor me!~~ D:
HAIS.

Off to find songs.
Peace out, ☮

{edited}

here are some of my lunch-cum-dinner pictures(:
SakaeDelivery, yummy.
Had a Salmon Sushi + Sashimi set XD

aren't they just so seducing :D
SALMON LOVER XD

Aww, aren't they cute :D
Wanna get one & hang it on my handphone.
(｡◕‿◕｡)

Now listening to "Through the Fire and Flames" by Dragonforce.
OMG the guitar playing is insanely fast!
Herman Li is insane man.
His fingers're so fast!
& the combo with the drum beats, wow.
But somehow idk why, but i think i heard the song before.
So familiar.
Ah well, omg the guitar playing is AWESOME!
I really think i will suck, if i ever wanna make it to the metal drums standard.
-.- Play the drums for so long.. plus the insane footwork?!
My ankle will just swell like shit.
LOL, another way to sprain your ankle (:
Okay I was being lame.

Lastly, shall end off with a picture that explains my mood.

k, gotta go sleep.
Nights!

cos i gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night.

P.S: I know that's a kinda outdated song. (due to the massive mainstream songs updates) Poof.
Now I don't care whether Idk how to sing the mainstream songs, WHO CARES!
Mainstream's not about everything.
There's still other genres to explore on.
- sorry, no offence. -

{/edited}

AFTER EOYS!

2009-10-17T01:52:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!
EOYS HAVE ENDED!
whoo, & i shall not probe on the results.
THROW ALL THE STRESS AWAY! (not-.-)

YTD:

k, had AFTER EOYS CELEBRATION w/ JinYan, YuanLi & Anthea (LMAO, zzz).
Uhm, Anthea is ALLERGIC to neoprints -.-
& i realised that she's worlds apart from me.....
seriously.

She don't find Pepper Lunch Express meal yummy (just a normal meal to her), she don't find arcade entertaining & that it's just a waste of money ( for that i kinda agree, LOL), she don't find clothes in the variety stores NICE (whyyyy!D: so nice siah!), she don't find a store that is less than 10 sq. ft & contains lotsa gay-to-her (kawaii luh! :x) items interesting & grumbles about why we can actually spent 10 mins in the store -.-
She don't find neoprints FUN & PRETTAYYE!
D<
(L) to Anthea.
You gotta get out of your boring world :x
Gosh.

K, so we went to Bugis, DRESS CODE WAS JEANS :D
BUT APPARENTLY, Anthea didn't wear jeans -.-
LOL. as usual, in her hip-hopper outfit, lmfao.
Spent 15 mins in the toilet changing + "dolling-up", & in the 15 mins, anthea complained so much abt the time we spent in the toilet -.-
omg, she don't understand girls. LOL.

k, then we went to look at the movies available at Shaw cinemas in Bugis Junction;
OMG it sucks D:
only airing 3 movies, like WTH?!
and 2 are like NC16?!
so we decided not to watch movies :x
bleh, all of us had Pepper Lunch meals, then bought a Bandung for drink(:
went to arcade after that, played Bball, MarioKart, DDRX (i think so?), DM & GF V6 & some soft toy machine which obviously is just for wasting money on -.-

TOOK NEOPRINTS!:D
I SO ❤ LOVE ❤ THE FIRST MACHINE xD
new machine, hehe (:
Anthea got forced to take with us, so she looked kinda "unglam" in the neoprints :x
oops.
Hehe the first neoprint machine is so paper-ish scrapbook like, w/ a tinge of kawaii-ness + makeup!
I added fake eyelashes that looks real on her XD
We thought that the first machine was fast enuff, in the end the second machine was fast like shitzx bullets.
-.- we didn't manage to deco the neoprints completely in time, & got some plain boring ones :x
ah well....
~~retardedzxsz~~ D:

Then went to walk arnd, & went to Action City, ARTBOX, A "N" BC, Newbie, BHG XD
haha.
OMG got so many new toys in BHG T.T
i miss childhood!
SIAN....

hmm, then JY, YL and I sent Anthea off to the MRT station first, then we went to Bugis St to look arnd (:
Bought 3 pairs of smiley☻☺ earrings, & each of us took one XD
was talking lotsa craps abt Japanese culture, & how people in SG look at ppl w/ statement-ish outfits strangely. ( _|_ )
lol, & lotsa etc,etc,etcs XD

hehe, moved to Iluma XD
OMG ILUMA'S SO ARTY-FARTY ･∀･
I was damn overjoyed when i see graphics in the mall XD
okay, maybe not.
Grafittis? Paintings?
Nvm, STREET GRAPHICS!
:D so darn cool!
PLUS EACH FLOOR HAS LIKE DAMN TALL CEILLINGS -.-
OMG.
my legs were shivering when we took the longest elevator up.
I'M AFRAID OF HEIGHTS~

Went walking on certain floors, stayed in the arcade in the end XD
haha, it's a cool arcade called Arcadia, whr you customize your own card through the Tap-pie machine x3
& we took photo tgt LOL.
REBEKAH.. = 3 faces?!
o.o

played Beatmania IIDX 16 EMPRESS, Pop n' Music The Movie, DM V6 (JY & YL played GF V6), F the stupid machines!
They cant link tgt, WTF D<
I WAS DAMN PISSED OFF.
URGH.

But anyw, failed the first song -.-
thanks la, the stupid drumstick was stuck in between th gaps of the drums.
then i "died" at the beginning.
But i like this new version, cos they allow you to finish the whole song w/o interrupting it even when your life reaches 0. (:
Hehe, but i still prefer V5?
The Infinity to Rock version, better sia.
But luckily V6 still got Almost Easy by A7X xD
such a pity i didnt play that song, cos i too noob le :x

omg i fell in love with BMIIDX16 EMPRESS!♥☆♥☆
I love the electronic-heavy songs (:
Techno + electronic sounds are cool lah!

lol, went home at around 6+.
Reached home, nth to do.
Slacked.

That's all for ytd.

Today:
went to sch for stupid mini olympics.
I dont see the reason in keeping the students who are not involved in anything in school from 7.30 TO 1.15!!!
WTF -.-
i was damn bored, but luckily 2B's ppl made me laugh like shitzxz XD
admire their class, hais.
when will our class be at least half as bonded as them -.-
NEVER EVER GONNA HAPPEN IN THIS LIFETIME.
oh well. no hope for 2e. O:
played DaiDee (got thrashed like shit, i too noob + blur le), Stress (JOEL MAKES ME STRESSED!-.- & Chawit won w/o me knowing. Pros la :x), Heart Attack (LOL funny like crap XD), Whacko w/ names of fruits, LMAO!, Musical Chairs & Murderer (games named in random order) XD

Whacko was seriously hilarious XD
i LAUGHED TILL I 哭笑不得, SERIOUSLY MANZXZ!
> U <

Haha, (:

Went to lunch with Peggy @ 18 Chefs, then Marcus came join us soon after we settled down XD
he look as cute as ever, LOL.
Walked arnd Eastpoint in the hope of finding a LAN cafe, but alas we didn't get to find one.
All of them closed down, eeks ):

So, i sneaked to Peggy's doorstep, & waited for them to get Daryl & the kite-flying materials.
so we went to fly kites at a grass field.
Haha being a bike passenger sure rocks (;
you get to enjoy the pleasure of air sweeping across you & you dont have to spend any effort cycling.
XD poor Peggy though, i must have too heavy that the chains was out of the teeths :x
Played till arnd 4.30, then Peggy sent me to TAMPINES1 where i went home by myself from there.

Was fun with her bros (:
they're all so cute :D
unlike my bro, *COUGHS*

Well-kept memories XD

hehe.
Found a bundle of cool songs, i must admit that DJ Yoshitaka and DJ TAKA are both talents!O:
really love their music.
Esp DJ Yoshitaka's (:
Well, THEY ROCK!
& TЁЯRA too (:
i like her songs too, very electronic-ish.
heh.
:D if only SG has the IIDX 16 PS2 game here D:
WHY ONLY IN JAPAN!
WHY NO EXPORT!!

hais.
Gotta go sleep, nights!

Screwed.

2009-10-07T22:30:00.001+08:00

Hello people.

In a terrible mood this morning, when i woke up and looked into the mirror.
I FOUND A ABNORMAL ME.
D:
I HAVE A ABNORMAL-ISH FREAKISHLY SMALLER LEFT EYE -.-
& it's was so swollen, it seems like i CRIED FOR ~~YEARS~~.
Gawd. My mood was rotten -.-
Think my bottom eyelid was bitten by mosquito.
Or i was punched hard in the left eye when i was sleeping -.-
Ah well, toots.

School was okay, just a bit sadness and happiness here and there.
Studied at D&T air-con room after school with Peggy, Phyllis, Desiree, Vivian and WenJing.
Was still kinda blur about Trigo & Chemical Equations :x

LOOKING FOR WILLING TUTORS FOR TRIGO & CHEMICAL CHANGES!

WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOUR HELP!

:D

Thanks.
54 more freaking days to EOYS, & I'm screwed uʍop ǝpısdn.

hais.
be prepared to die.
Goodbye everyone.

Braindead.

2009-10-04T21:28:00.003+08:00

Hello.
I feel so out of shape lately (fat?... yeah indeed).
Idk why, so sick & tired of studies.
Especially TRIGO!
*OMG it's killing my brain...*
So i'm lacking the motivation to prepare well for the last milestone of the year.
Studying for EOYs like duh....
Gosh, 'been using too much of com, that it causes me to become brain-dead :x
OMGOSH, please, study bug bite me or anything.
STUDY MONSTER, BITE MY HEAD OFF!

& So,

Found this picture over Deviantart.
:D He's so drop-dead gorgeous~
I hate the reason that gorgeous guys dont live near me.
*sob* Or i'll go drooling everyday.
love scene boys ❤

then i spotted this picture on DA again.
OMG the picture's FAWKING hot!
go visit if you dare.
☠WARNING: some homosexual scenes (NO NUDITY, I SWEAR)
*get the hint*

That's why i'm not interested in love.

rather watch cute boys over the Internet (:
esp scene boys. *awwwww*
they're the sexiest guys on earth.
- okay maybe not. -

Played Combat Arms with bro, it was awesome!
Esp. Fireteam mode (;
& My shooting skiils are improving, that's good.

Now for the random-ness.
☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

❝ childish ❞ is a word used by people who do not appreciate childhood.

Isn't that PSP cool?!
*fk the animation isn't working _l_ it's not COOL anymore.*
I feel kinda insane, but i think it's so nice being gay.
Hey! I mean being happy (:
What were you thinking?

& HOPE THAT I REALLY CAN GET INTO THE STUDY GEEK MODE.
since CCAs have paused, & i reach home everyday 1 hour ltr after sch.
BUCK UP/PULL UP YOUR SOCKS/KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO YOU, CHEARMIN!

So well,
Nights everyone.

2009-10-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

Random, random, RANDOM (:

˙uʍop ǝpısdn pןɹoʍ ʎɯ uɹnʇ noʎ

be a rainbow in someone's cloud.

glitter-graphics.com

haha XD

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!

2009-09-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hello, 's been a long while since i blogged(:

Thought of changing my blogskin, but i'm just too piggish to change it XD
hehe, so anyw, bought BLG's latest album, "LoveDrunk"! :D
Love their songs.

Learnt about bass coordinations ytd.
too much bass-kicking caused my foot and ankle to tire. :x
hais.

Today was pretty much okay.
Couldn't rmb what happened the last few days.
ahhh, nvm.

Tmr's Children's Day, and it had been 2 years since i last celebrated it! D:
Hais, this proves that i have grown old.
sad sad :(

ah, sians.
byes.

on semi-hiatus mode due to coming exams.

we are stuck together like ricecakes!

mid-autumn festival to GHOST FESTIVAL?!

2009-09-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

Lol, as the title suggested, th incidents happened during our school's Mid-autumn festival celebration.

:D funny like funfair, LMAO. (learn from Eugene/Claudia XD)

Well, Had EL & HCL Paper 1 EOY today.
Was darn darn tough.
I'm so gonna flunk my exams! D:
God, i'm so screwed up.
EL & HCL's letter writings were okay.
Did not know what to write for free-writing/compo-essay.
-.- AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

DIE DIE DIE.

WISH ME GOOD LUCK THEN.
you might meet me in hell someday(:

Okay, 'nuff said.
I went home, bathed, slacked, packed my bag, etc.
Only managed to play comp for 15 mins before i have to go meet JinYan, YuanLi at TM for dinner.
XD We met at 4pm. FOR DINNER.
I guess it was way TOO EARLY to even eat dinner.
Well, anyw.

Went to Precious Thots, Mini Toons, Artbox, Yamaha Music Square to look around.
Then proceeded to Subway; dinnered a Hearty Italian Cold Cut Trio w/ Lettuce, Olives & Pickles! ♥☆
Had a meal in the end, so i got a Double Choc & a Rainbow-candied cookie.
Drank F&N Groovy Grape (:
*fizzy*
･∀･ Anw, the sandwich's darn YUMMY.
Went back to sch, reached around 6?
Idk, but anw, the whole performance only started like 6.30 or later -.-
DAMN STUFFY & HOT sitting on the hot ground baked by th BIG sun today.

MCs were HaiLong and Edbert, haiz, got so sick of seeing Edbert every now and then.
I can totally memorise his greeting speech "I am Edbert Pang from 3H... *blahs*".
-.- HAIYO.

Forgot what was the first performance, think it was a oriental cymbal-and-drum performance, then the sec1s who played songs with their flutes, then Sec3s showing Wushu? Then some CDS ppl dancing like Michael Jackson, doing the dick touch. Then Edbert came doing the Famous-ey MJ's dick touch too -.-
ZZZ, omg. That move is so darn popular in our school nowadays, eew, gross.

Lalala, i think it was singing after that.
XD
DR BOON WAS SINGING!
OMG can you believe it?!
Our dearest Principal sang (:
SUCH BEAUTIFUL VOICE *ahemzxzxzxz...!*
(:
CaiJJ Laoshi also sang XD hehe, and this female teacher too.
She sang during the Teacher's Day performance, i think.
Along with teacher guitarists, they sang "月亮代表我的心".
._. LMAO.

Think it ended aft that, & then we proceeded to get our mooncakes & lanterns.
XD had a small bite of YuanLi's share & in the end, we have 2 lanterns for 5 ppl :D
LOL, explored arnd into the dark areas XD

OMF THE MOST 经典 SCENE FOR THE CELEBRATION WAS WHEN...
We decided to scare ppl (: cos they're so FUN TO BE SCARED xD
esp the Sec1s.
No kidding, (:
They screamed their heads off even when the action of the person in front of him/her is OBVIOUS enough to be seen as a lame scare -.-
GAWD!
-.- cant stand annoying kids.
LOL.
*imma kid too :x*

So, we were at the staircase at the back of D&T workshop, and the gate was locked, so there was this barrier btwn the stairs and the "corridor" of the back of the workshop.
Then JY let down her hair, crouch at the corner of the staircase, and hid her face, so that her hair covered her face XD
DAMN DAMN HILARIOUS, when a bunch of ppl walked past, who seemed to have noticed her, and started SCREAMING & RUNNING AWAY! XD
I LAUGHED LIKE SHIT w/ the rest XD

Went arnd trying to scare ppl but attempts kinda fail :x
hais, then walk arnd, nth else.
Went home XD

Mum dyed her hair today (;
& she got alot more mixture left, so she used them on my hair XD
so now my hair is kinda choco-brown.
:x not really obvious, hopefully.
XD now i smell so CHEMICAL-ish.

that was the colour i used XD
and i heard that the colour would get brighter 1 - 2 weeks after i first dyed T.T
OMG, nonono!!!
scared ltr teacher catch :x

Bleh, gotta sleep.
Tmr phototaking w/ Maths tuition class XD & last Science lesson w/ Jay :x
Sadsad. He's good in teaching science.
:x hais.

NIGHTS!

True love.

2009-09-17T20:23:00.001+08:00

Today, i read an article on the newspaper.
It's a story about a dog couple.
D:
Super sad and touching.
Watch the vid and you'll know.

WATCH PLS!!

Damn saddening can T.T
I feel so sourish.. my heart pain D:

Cant believe that dogs have feelings like humans.
And this is what i call, TRUE LOVE.
Seriously, do you think humans would actually stay by their other halves forever?
Humans have the privileges to love, yet they took it for granted.
Men/women betraying their other halves.
Yes, that is disappointing.
When a dog can actually do it.
It made us seem so ashamed, how we are not able to cherish our loved ones.

Simple yet touching vid of the dogs.
D: HAIS.

Next up, i have another vid which i came across on some Taiwan news prog.
It's called "The Mom Song".
Well, you can guess about the content from the title.
Naggings put into singing, COOL HUH!
Watch it :D

happy watching(:

Thankyou!

2009-09-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Many things happened within these week.
But i shan't probe.
I shall move on.

Thankyou people for staying by my side when i needed comfort, help, advice, joy, etc through that decision.
Seriously, w/o you guys, i wouldn't be with pubtions anymore.
No matter how much ~~that bowl of dust~~ is detestable, I can't let go of pubtions.

Truly, & seriously, i love Pubtions damn lots ):
Sobs.
Ah wells, LOVE investiture today.
We so rock :D
Yay~
Thankyou people once again!
I shall not name people out 'cos if i foget to name you, you might come find me.
我心里有数的. :D

Anyw, today's Elit lesson was hilarious.
Assessing of groups for Multi-modal.
*Laughs* can't forget how Khoon Seng looked like in skirt! *LMFAO*

My photos take long time to upload, so i shall upload next time.
Meanwhile i'm uploading the photos from phone to laptop.
:x
Can't wait to play maple with Wenyi (& friends?).
It's so sian that so little friends are playing Aquila D:
although i used to be a Cass-patriot, LOL.
but sadly i moved, cos apparently i have no more character slots.

oh well, nights.
Gonna flunk Chinese test tmr.
Seriously, i dont care abt chinese -.-
Garh, so much for this.

(pardon me for my wrong usage of words, my eng sucks-.-)

Yayness XD

2009-09-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

Went to Eastpoint to collect my phone today, @ Sony Ericsson Service Centre.
._. LOL, the person gave me a wrong model ._.
Zz.
Went to Starbucks, got a Caramel Frappe, OMGOSH it's so ex -.-
i thought it was $5.50.
DIDNT KNOW THAT WHIPPED CREAM COSTS $1 LIKE THAT.
-.- so i had to pay $6.50.
OMG.
-.-
nvm, it was a YUMMY and FULL drink :3
LOL.

hmm, went home, rested awhile before going to PP with family.
*APPARENTLY we went there cos there were electronics shops -hints- *

Went into Harvey Norman, saw some $999 laptops :D
I really like the Acer Inspire *IDK what model* laptop, IT'S SLIM, LIGHT but one bad point: No DVD drive.
._. WHO CARES, i dont use it often.
-.-
okay, bro got a Compaq laptop in the end, was arnd $1190?
Forgot le.
Ate @ Ichiban Sushi, fed myself with scrambled egg rice bowl, a sweet potato tempura, salmon sashimi (Y) & miso soup.

Walked arnd, blahs & went home.

Attempted to Gunz with bro, but apparently we failed -.-
GARHHHH.
& i can't play Maple T.T
WLAO EH.

Sucker, goodbye blog.

Tmr school start le, can't blog so much.
BYEEEEE.
:3

2009-09-13T02:18:00.000+08:00

For the dearest and loveliest Kim Hyun Joong ;

Hope that he recovers from the stupid idiotic H1N1 virus D:

If you do not know what is happening, read this.

From channelnewsasia.com:

Korean boyband SS501's Kim Hyun Joong down with H1N1
Posted: 09 September 2009 1134 hrs

SEOUL : Kim Hyun Joong of popular South Korean boyband SS501 has been diagnosed with the H1N1 flu virus and is currently hospitalised in Tokyo, said his agency.

The “Boys Over Flowers” star who was in Japan to promote the hit drama series over the weekend, was down with a fever and a headache, and was forced to miss promotional activities on Sunday.

According to a statement by agency DSP Media, Kim was scheduled for a noon flight back to South Korea on Monday and had made it through immigration without any problems. But the singer was later taken to the emergency room when his health took a turn for the worse.

The 23-year-old was diagnosed with Influenza A (H1N1) and will remain in Japan for further observation.

Kim’s agent said other band members are well and will continue working on a new album which will be released in Japan.

- CNA/il

Wlao i damn sad can D:
WHY MUST H1N1 HIT HIM T.T
POOR HYUNJOONG, AHHHHHHHH!!!
~~hope nothing happens to him ):~~ yes nothing will happen to him!:D
~~or i'll cry.~~ smile!C: because i know he will recover :D

OMG, i'm still not sleeping.
Can't get over the Photoshop-exploring obsession ._.
OKAY.
GOING OFF IN.

3.
2.
1!

*cat meows*
LOL.
my cat just meowed at my mama ._.

OKAY NIGHTS & BYEEEEE!

somehow, i feel kinda out.

Lalala.

2009-09-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

:D haha.
Today had tuition, as usual ._.
Wlao eh, i was fucking pissed today -.-
About the afternoon science tuition.
THE TUITION WAS CANCELLED YET CAMILLE & ME WERE SITTING IN THE CLASSROOMS FOR HALF AN HOUR LIKE SOME FREAKING RETARDS -.-

OMG.

*curses*

Ah whatever.
Went to Eastpoint to send my phone for repair D:
WLAO my phone spoil out of nowhere T.T
damn sad can.
spoil for two days le.

NO NETWORK COVERAGE + BATTERY BAR INDICATION.

D: eeeee!
sucker, must be that i dropped it last time then the insides sot-sot le :x

went back to sch to paint the mural for Investiture.
:x painted with ShuJun, QinLin, Shaun, Daniel and Amelia.
Tiring but fun at times.
lol.
Finished the GRAND-ROYAL GOLD FONTS ._.
reached home around 7pm?
slacked at home, & then went to Bedok NTUC to fetch mama then to Bugis.
Drank MiloDinosaur @ Toastbox :3
♥ MiloDino xD

then went walking arnd, Dad's suppposed to buy a laptop for bro *HURH UNFAIR GIVE THE OLD ONE TO BRO AND BUY ME ONE INSTEAD!*. But he didn't in the end XD
Cos @ Sony Style, he saw Sony VAIO (IDK what model) = $2k+.

He went "Too ex. Go next shop see."

Apple Store.

He went "Nothing much. Let's go."

Lol, i suggested that we go to a electronic store ._.
Like COURTS, or Harvey Norman?
But apparently they're not in Bugis xD
haha, sad for bro (;

BUT BUT BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
TODAY I DID NOT GO TO COMEX 2009!!!!!! T.T
*CRY*
TMR I MUST GO~
there's like CHEAP ELECTRONIC grabs! :DD
haha.

oh YAY i'm getting my phone back tmr btw;D
They sure do repair phones very quickly, unlike last year when i visited them.
Lol.

Some experimentings with Photoshop (;

Credits:

Picture 1 - Taken with C901 Cybershot; edited in PS CS3 Extended.
Picture 2 - Taken with K770 Cybershot; Texture1; Texture2
Picture 3 - Taken with C901; Texture
Picture 4 - Image; Texture1; Texture2.
Tutorials: Text ure.
:D LOVELOVELOVEDEVIANTART xD i'm so retardArtFreak XD

:D LALALA, ♥ STARBUCKS (:
Nights & Goodnights :D

Struggle.

2009-09-07T16:12:00.000+08:00

I'm struggling within my heart.

Idk what to do.

Should I quit or not?
@_@ i'm very confused.
hai hai hais.....
If only people can help me.
IDK, AHHHHHHHH.
Okay i shall list out the advantages of quitting.

Advantages:
· Will not have to face the fcuking stereotype
· No need to spend hours of effort doing activities.
· be a normal kid

Now the disadvantages.

Disadvantages:
· Waste $money$ on clothes bought
· Lose all the earned CIP hours and CCA points
· no more privileges

Wlao eh, i seriously don't know what to do.

But see luh, WHO WAS THE TEACHER WHO CALLED MY MUM AND SAID THE ACTIVITIES NEED VERY VERY LITTLE TIME TO COMPLETE and said that i don't have to stay back for so long!
And the teacher who was the one who suspected that i went astray and might not be in school, and said i lied about the long hours of staying back.

F*** YOU.
*vomits. Like i wanna have sex with you. Only when i'm blind*
you think you very BIG is it?
now of course la, you big mah, tummy so big
zz.
I damn buay song lahhhhh!!!!!!
$#!!@^((&%$$^^$#@@$%@#$%^&*(#!S@#$%^&*!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHH D<
_|_
this is crap. Crapshit.

Aiya, i not role model le mah, the whole sch now buay song with me.
I KNOW LA. so you surely damn happy to see me quit lah.

Whatever la, b!tch.

Shall not let that baka disrupt my mood.

Nowadays i'm so into Visual Kei music.
ESP AN CAFE ^^
NYAPPY o(≧∀≦)o
Lovelovelove AN CAFE + Miku :3
He's so cute XD
But i didn't know he actually smoked :x

i found more nice Vkei bands, like LM.C, Mix Speakers,Inc., お遊戯ゎが魔々団×【 PaRADEiS 】, etc.
I likey LM.C's music (:

&&&&!!!
ROCK MUSICAL BLEACH IS DARN DARN NICE :D
the actors're super uber pro!
^^ their voices are almost th same as the voice actors for Bleach anime characters.
& i like that guy who acted as Ichigo (:
He's so cool.

Wished that i could catch the musical live, but oh well, i think the musical stopped le.
): hais.
BLEACH COME ALIVE :3 NYAPPY!!!

kies, i go maplew/ my laogong XD
*i thought he had forgotten me :x *
:3 NYAPPY!

YAYNESS! :D

2009-09-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS!

IT'S BLISS, YO!!!!!
MY BLOGGER POSTS EDITOR IS WORKING!!!
CHEERIOS :D
I'm so damn damn happy xD

it's the latest editor (:

& although i'm still facing the stupid plain bg with blue/purple coloured links (-.-"), but STILL :D
I'm so darn happy that i can put picts now ･∀･

NYAPPY o(≧∀≦)o

Starting with 29/08 - CHINESE ORAL.

Was kinda okay, i chose ChenZeHou LaoShi xD
but he looked kinda mono-expression ._.
hope i wont screw up for oral.

Wrapped Teachers Day presents in TEN, then slacked awhile, then did Pubwork in the Hall.
Put up balloons & streamers, deco, blahs.
Finished at arnd 3+pm, slacked awhile in TEN then went to meet up with Anthea, Mandy, JinYan, YuanLi, & YuanLi's friend (idk her ._.) @ TM.
Bought a present for NC Koh @ Precious Thots XD
Went home, slacked?

30/08 - ENG TUITION.
Makeup lessons for 29/08 skipped Maths & Sci tuitions.
Was crapping alot with Bryan throughout the whole class -.-
That crappy guy, but his eng is seriously damn good (:
So he can afford to "fool around" in Eng, like what the Eng teacher said about him xD
Went to buy food for family, went home, slacked.

31/08 - TEACHERS' DAY/BE YOURSELF DAY/VISIT TO OEPS.

Okay, hmm, ytd was Teachers' Day w/ "Be Yourself Day".
Half day sch (:
like ~~YAYNESS~~ ;D

-.- but i had to do backstage duty, like URGHHHHH.

CONCERT:
First came Concert Band with two songs (idk the first song, second song's My Heart Will Go On from "Titanic"),
then Harmonica with two songs too (Canon in *idk what major/minor/note/pitch* and the Godfather theme song (it sounds sad) ),
then 2G Band with "One More Day" by Simple Plan (i think),
then Dance with "Just Dance" and "Sorry, Sorry" :DD

YAY SORRY SORRY IS SO POPULAR ALL AROUND THE WORLD (:
i watched news showing prisoners doing the dance, kuso ver./lyrics of Sorry Sorry on YouTube, etc.
XD cool lah.

Then 4A's "Nobody" dance, super hilarious XD
but i couldn't see the guys' solo from the backstage T.T
then teachers' performance, with two songs, idk the first song, & "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz. (:
I guess my mum would be happy to hear their "I'm Yours" performance.

I LIKEY THE FLUTE PART BY MR GOH!
OMG I LIKE FLUTE ALOT :D
SO UNFAIR, this year's sec1s get to learn D:
wlaoooooooo!
UNFAIR T.T

i love oriental instruments, haha, like Guzheng (:
then after that, is some Idk-what blahblahblahs.

Helped band to move their drumset parts back to the room, & the group of us stopped by at the side blw the stage to watch more performances.
& so I caught the encore of 4A's "Nobody" dance :D
IT WAS SUPER HILARIOUS, esp that NCC guy (think his name is ChunKit) who danced so gay-ly :x
He even did M字腿!
._. OMG it's like pole dance lah -.-

finally got a chance to look at it (:
I LMAO-ed in my heart XD

then, cleared up mess, blahs, went back to class, gave present to NC Koh & quickly chionged to TanahMerah MRT to meetup w/ OEPS ppl from AHS; Wenxuan, MeiTing & Eugene :D

Hahaha, was crapping alot while walking to OEPS, & saw other same batch ppl in OEPS xD
Toured arnd the sch, and i realised that after our batch graduated, the sch changed hell lots -.-

THIS IS SO UNFAIR.

The school got a major upgrade!

D: RAWR.

Camwhores xD
LOL.

*lst pic - Me & MT (i look unglam -.-); 2nd - Me & WX xD; 3rd - 6GRACE'O7♥*

Anyw, saw the teachers we wanna see (:
Went out of sch and stayed for quite a while, until i saw Keren, then i left w/ Cheryl.
KEREN'S SO TALL NOW! O:
she was shorter than me during pri sch times ._.
oh my crap :x

Some people change alot, some, an unnoticable change. People do change as time goes by.
That's life. & we have to get used to this way of life.

ah enough of my crap, back to the point.-.-

(: Haha, saw Jerry while walking to the bus stop at Blk 32.
still as tall as ever -.-

Went to Simei to meet up with Kenneth.
Supposedly to go to his house first before going to pri sch. but i changed my mind.
In the end, his friends left earlier before i could even reached his house -.-

Ah well, got a Caramel Frappe at Starbucks.
(: it's YUMMY & it's my first time drinking Starbucks coffee, seriously.
:x I couldn't afford to buy Starbucks, y'know.
Anyw, thanks Kenneth for the treat.
:D

PLAYED GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR AT HIS HOUSE!!!
:D with his bro, & him & me.
XD super fun!
THERE'S "MONSOON" BY TOKIO HOTEL IN THE GAME!!!
WHOOOOOO \m/ i was damn happy when i saw the name appear in the songlist (:
Played songs like What I've Done, Monsoon (DUH!), Hotel California (oldie ._.), & etcs.
Kenneth - Guitarist (and vocals for a song :x LOL), His bro - Bassist, Me - Drummer xD

Reached home arnd 5.30pm, chionged for tuition cos the starting time changed from 7.30pm to 6pm -.-
God, that sucked.

Nth fun and interesting, well maybe plucking my mum's white hairs out XD
it's so fun challenging myself to get a white hair out within 30 secs ._.
LOL.

Today got nth much bah.
XD haha.

Buhbyeee!:D

moving?

2009-08-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

totally sian of blogger.
Looking at the screwed alignments make my blood boil.
HENCE, i'm going on semi-hiatus.
Maybe i'm gonna move to Wordpress, who knows.
God, this sucks -.-

Well, mass MC-ed on MapleSEA just now, & i lvled up 3 times.
wasn't that bad.
but i'm still damn noob.

Urgh.

Blah.

2009-08-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

looking at my screwed blogger spoils my mood.
-.- God, this is crap man.
Wanna use ___ again, but no.
I try not to use for today's post.

Ytd.
Was an okay-okay day.
Nth much.
Played Pacman after sch. outside 2D w/ Jinyan & Yuanli.
IDK why also.

Chiong-ed home to study, but in the end, i slept -.-
and for 12 hours.

Must have been too tired, LOL.

I'm so piggish.
Supposed to study with Nigel, but apparently i fell asleep.
Nigel can study w/o me still, i know he's smarter than me :x

Today.
was a okay-okay day.
Chionged to sch to study.
& i didnt study much actually.
Cos the notes were all running through my head ytd while i was sleeping.
AMAZING -.-

Test was okay.
Wasn't much prepared for ileum, duodenum thingy though.

Pacman-ed outside geog room during recess, while waiting for the bell to go.
hm, CD lessons as usual in class.
Goddamnit, why does 2E seems like the only OUTCASTED class who doesn't go to the church?!
-.- CRAPSHIT SIAH.
thanks la, we got a crappy teacher.
-,-

freak. freak. freak!

Used comp @ 7pm.
Got a hell lots of good recommendations of metal songs from HJ.
(: the Metal songs guru.
LOL.
Gonna hog his handphone for the day tmr to send the songs.

Oh well,
Tmr's the beginning of busy-ness.
Nights, gotta go.

2009-08-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

-.- still damn fcuked up at the screwed blogger.
URGH @#%$!
_|_

anyw, went for 5km "Race Against Cancer", which was tiring, LOL.
PLUS, i walked the whole way.
-.-
my stamina sucks huh?
but shopping for 5km and walking with everyone for 5km is a totally DIFFERENT matter :D
well, the clothes can take my focus off the distance, but walking with others make me feel inferior and noob,
ah well.

Went to IKEA Tampines after the run, & had a Baked Chicken Leg w/ coleslaw.
;D YUMMY!
love their usual yummy meatballs.
Hehe (:

Pictures speak a thousand words, but my fucking blogger don't allow me to upload photos -.-
BASICALLY, WHAT I'M VIEWING NOW IS A FREAKING BLANK BGPAGE WITH DISGUSTING TIMES NEW ROMAN FONT-ED LINKS IN BLUE AND PURPLE.

-.-

RAWR. I'M SO DARNNNNNNNNN ANGRYYYYYY RAWRRRR!
i think it might be a prob with my blogskin.
BUT I'M SO LAZY TO CHANGE YET AGAIN!
D:

oh well, reached home around 4, started playing comp at 6?
went looking around for VKei bands (:
there're actually many pretty good indie VKei bands.
(: cool.
But some bands are simply too ._.
uhm, goth......
Kinda scary, y'know.
Plus with their deathcore screaming -.-
Garh...
YAY AN CAFE ROCKS ON o(≧∀≦)o

☆NYAPPY!☆

:D A7X pawn ass too :D
YAY YAY YAY!

(:

Maple-d awhile, i think i must have stepped on some monkey shit today...
-.- i had 5 gachas and none of them turned out to be some worthy stuff.
Crapshit manzxzxzxz.
Totally sian-ed...

Ah well, gtg.

Nights (:
& i will dream of Vkeiguys (:
LOL.

p/s: will upload photos when i FINALLY CAN -.-
URGHHHHHH STILL RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

FXCK?!

2009-08-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

YAY i'm getting wireless modem soon, like finally XD
HEHEHEHEHEHE!
& IT'S SERIOUSLY TIME TO GET A NEW PLAN AFTER USING LOCAL AREA CONNECTION FOR SO DAMN LONG.
& you know what?

Today, my Elit hw was to find the origin of the word "F_ck".
That is damn damn OMG, lol.
Mr Cheong or w/e his surname is spelled, is liberal ._.
Well, i found the origin of it.

& IDK that Fcuk has such a long history!
O: COOL.
I should start checking up on "Shit".
HAHAHAHA.

Gotta go, byee!

NDP09

2009-08-10T13:31:00.000+08:00

Ytd's NDP 2009 was nice :D
was eating Sakae-delivered sushi(s) & sashimi in front of the TV xD
WHOOOO I SAW UGs!
WHOOOO I SAW GB :D
first time i was so interested in the UG parade, LOL.
&& this year's parade was cool lah.
with the PLEDGE MOMENT, 8.22PM.
"Before you say it, mean what you say."

damn touching can ._.
however, i didnt stand up and pledge, bleh.
:x mie shooo bad.
OMG twit -.-

*cut*

:DDDD happy happy 44th bday SG xD
LOL.

gotta run, tuition-ing soon.

-.- gawd.

and MATHS HW ARE KILLING ME ._.
IDK HOW TO DO SETS = DIE.

National Day.

2009-08-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

fcuk this, my blogger's still screwed.
URGH, damn pissed off.
_|_

today was National Day's Celebration, well.
Was down for tree-planting ceremony duty, & so had to wear GB uniform to school.

:D was damn damn glad that we, the GB Sec2s are CORPORALS :D
damn, it's such a nice feeling.
xD
LOL. psps i haolian liao. shitass -.-

Anyw, back to today.
I took 4L, & LMAO man, the monitress was scolding the monitor for having no balls XD
wtf lol! then they were talking abt some random guy (forgot his name) who has 10 balls!
O: OMG. that is so "COOL".
-.- abnormal testicled-monster, crap man.
then don't know whatever -8balls -.-
NEGATIVE8 LOL.
their convo dan crappy siah!
then SAL came to catch the monitor for tucking out his PE tee.
LOL. sad case for him man.
then he keep scolding her, say she veh free.
YEAH I AGREE -.-

then, rehearsal for the tree-planting.
after 3 rehearsals and so, we started the ceremony officially.
._.
was alright, and it was scary cos the whole school was staring at us.
:x

bleh, went for lunch with GB ppl @ Jack's Place.
haha, before that, we went to KFC and some of us had Krushers (:
yummy!

haha, chatted for a long time @ Jack's Place.
OMG samantha's having her own house soon! T.T
so cool, lol.
but it's hard taking care of myuself if i'm like her.

Oh well, gotta go.
Bye!

Arigato.

2009-08-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

Thankyou so much, people who stayed by me, to hold me through it all.
Thankyou.

Just read peggy's blog (i knowi'm very lag, oops.), & i realised how people felt about me.
I always thought i was a little garbage.
._.

too emo for nth.
Hais, the inferiority is building up, ever since i came to AHS.
people are so much better than me, in terms of results, cca, blahblahblahs..

oh well.
maybe i think too much le.
back to the point.
我想太多了。
嗯，希望如此。
哎，felt like using 昙花一现, but no, it doesnt fit in here.
._.
Thankyou everyone, once again.

Nights, and sleep well.

RANDOM: I WANNA WATCH BLEACH FADE TO BLACK: I CALL YOUR NAME SOON! damnit eng subs're taking hell long. ._.

Summer Lab now!

2009-07-27T13:09:00.002+08:00

Now in school's Summer Lab (:
HEHEHEHE.
yay finally got a great blogger post format w/o any screwed up parts :D
HAHA.
it has ended today alr ._.
so sad.
x: but i'm officially 14th!
xD

Bleh, later gonna paint mural & banner.
&&, tmr's drill.
>-< havent polish boots yet, AHHHH!!!
andd, i hope i won't fail geog common test & elit test tmr.
O:
bleahhhhh.

gotta go!
BUHBYE <3

14th and growing (:

2009-07-26T13:50:00.005+08:00

Hahaha, Happy birthday to me(:
AND YEELING TOO!
whoo, happy 14th birthday to us! LOL.
xD
Trapped at home with comp, LOL.
Thankyou so much to those who wished me Happy Birthday (:
HAHA xD
THANKYOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!

{edited}
I hope i didnt miss anyone out ._.
In random order:
- Billy
- JonTay
- Yeeling
- Peggy
- Cheryl
- Pamela
- Jermaine
- Augustine (LMAO.)
- Weilin (GB)
- Weilin (1E'o8)
- Charmaine
- Vivian
- Elaine
- Adeline
- Sylvia
- Joscelin
- Wenxuan
- Meiting
- Eng Hui Wen
- Zhi Tao
- Wenyi
- Shujun
- Jerry
- Amelia
- Nickson
- Yiliang
- XuanQi

& maybe many others whom wished me later, haha.

THANKYOU TRUCKLOADS EVERYONE! <3

{/edited}

I went out for around 11 hours ytd -.-
Tuition from 10.30am to 2.30pm, then reached school at 3pm to help out for painting till 6.30pm, then takeaway dinner for family + shopping for stuff @ TM till 8pm.
Reached home at 9pm, LOL.

Artbox's stuff's so ex ._.
I saw a really cute backpack, but it costs $49?! (OMG! did i hear the price wrongly or sth? I think i did, hopefully! O:)
I was damn shocked -.-
OMG.

Anyw, idk why my blogger is screwed, still. ._.
Somehow, "Reader Comments" was implemented.
-.- garh.

Ate a pork floss bun, P.Osh brownie.
._.

Gosh, i'm growing fatter le.
Quack!
LOL.

now i can't upload images! :x

Anyw, a random sentence: THE MURAL'S SKY IS SO DARN CHIO!! WHOO SHUJUN, EUGENE AND AMELIA ROCK xD LOL, along with me (bleh, jkjk) xD

It's darn prettttttey~ such a pity i forgot to snap a shot of the mural ytd :x

OMG i hate learning ionic compounds and covalent compounds "dot-and-cross" diagrams!
URGH, i totally gong-gong abt it.

._. i'm so gonna fail chem le.
WHY MUST CHEM BE COMPULSARY IN THIS SCH~
WHYYY~

*faints*

Oh well, today's the deadline for GB fortnight fund raising.
And i got 65 dollars only D:
Wlao, i die luh.
I must put in 35 dollars.
Idk why must ask teachers for donations sia, teachers work so hard yet earn little money, it's like i'm robbing their money.
I feel so bad ._. To everyone who donated to me...
Hais.
Sense of guilt after fund raising, hais.
:x

*faints again*
._.

Alright, i go find songs luh.
Bleh, buhbyee :D

{edited}

Went to collect my bday present from Billy at Bedok MRT, THANKYOU SO MUCH for the brownies!
Shall upload pics of the present when my blogger's fixed ._.
Damnit.

Then went to TM Swensens and had dinner there (:
Had a Seafood Lasgana, and it rocks!
Though it kinda look like some algae-y lake surrounding a cheesy rocky land, LOL.
Spinach soup + cheesy lasgana with shrimps & crabsticks :D
Had cheese garlic mussels too, OMG damn nice xD
I love mussels :D

Went home after that, with brother.
._.
Whoa, i found my food lover twin, SHUJUN xD
LOL!
We were like crapping abt the places to go to for pubtions outing, food food food!
Like we are the outing ICs, LMAO!

:D
YAY!

{/edited}

2009-07-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

damnit my blogger's screwed. the whole blog post box is off the alignment.
SCREWED UP.
busyweek, but it's alright.
since i'm not celebrating on sun, so i shall might as well spend my time doing something.. fruitful? -.-
Kinda, urh.
I'm so damn bloody pissed off with ___.
WTF siah, urgh.
she damn good, damn good!
i['m so bloody pissed with her that i thought of quitting council.
seriously, no point staying on when she have a bad impression of me le.
She will be so against me, and she will try to kick me out of council one.
Idk, idk.
I really feel like quitting everything.
I really want to give everything up.
Seriously, i erred so much.
I might as well not make everyone suffer loh.
-.- Idk, idk.
I feel so damn *&@# le.
And anyw, the time where my mum wants me to quit council has ONCE AGAIN, replayed itself again.
sooner or later, i will leave council.
Anyw, no one cares.
So why should i care?
no one cares (:
alright.
for GB fund raising, i'm gonna die big time.
yes, sorry ppl i'm dragging the whole company down with me.
SEE?
that's what i meant.
I make mistakes that are way too SEVERE.
i hurt ppl too.
I'm a danger.
So ppl should not stay too close to me unless you're prepared to be dragged down into the pool of sufferings with me.
hais, oh well.
Byeeee.
alll i have to say, generally, for sch life, 2009 sucks.
and i just wish i can quit sch for good.
freak life luh.
-.-

Fresh (:

2009-07-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

Changed blogskin & URL, and my tagboard went for a makeover to fit in this blogskin.
(: Now the cbox looks so chocolate banana milkshake-like ._.
Garh.

School's full of ups and downs.
Barely made it there everyday.
Always daydreaming and passing by each day air-headed.
-.-
Gawd.
I'm sucha dreamy retard.
F.
Felt so sian when ______ happens every ___ session.
-.-
Wtf, like seriously, can this whole thing stops once and for all?
Omg, it's damn fcuking annoying luh.
-.-
Go and die luh, ____.
I'm not pin-pointing anyone.
And please do not think you're the one.
'Cos i'm not PIN-POINTING ANYONE.
just some random comment i made out of emotional disorder again.

Urgh.
Bad weekend.
Got sick on Thurs, felt damn horrible on Friday, didnt feel like living on Saturday, and felt like vomiting today -.-
Thanks man, stupid stomach.
You caused me to leave school early from GB food-selling duty.
*explicit content here*

I feel so damn vulgar, back to the old times.
Shit the old habit's back.
Must have been listening to too much "Satan" music -.- as what my tuition friend calls the genre.
Aiya, it's metal lah.
-.- zz.

Or maybe my emotional disorder is getting worse.
AHHHHHHH omg i'm becoming insane ._.
Maybe i'll get sent to the mental hospital soon.

Then anthea will gloat over my misery (:
haha.
Siannnnnnnnnns, is the word i can use to explain what i'm feeling like now.

_|_ lan neh,

Idk.

Bye luh.
BUHBYE :x

...

2009-07-09T22:48:00.004+08:00

SIAN.

of school life.
-.-

SCH TMR -.-

2009-07-06T23:50:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL IS TMR, AND I'M HAVING INSOMNIA!
WTF -.-
HELP I CANT SLEEP!
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO SLEEP NOW!
HELPPPPP.
I need sleeping pills, God, send me some rightaway.
):
This sucks.
Homework's not all completed, still have leftovers.
'll try to chiong everything finish tmr.
Goodness, my file became thicker by 2cm, due to the holiday hw + e-learning hw -.-
Thanks alot man, AHS.
Whoa, you guys made my file bloated.

BOYS OVER FLOWERS!
GAGAGA EYE CANDIES!
:D
I LOVE MIN HO (JUNPYO) & HYUN JOONG (JIHU)!

Piccies of the hotties ;DD

I hope by doing this, i can sleep well, watching them (:
GAHHHHH~
*fangirl-ing*
:x shaatx my fangirling illness is acting up again.
:x whoops!

OKAY, I GO SLEEP LUH.
NIGHTS PEOPLE, I DO NOT LOOK FORWARD TO A NEW MORNING TMR.

A MORNING FULL OF COMMON TEST EMOTIONS, SUFFERINGS FROM HW, SCOLDINGS, NEW INFO TO CRAMP INTO THE BRAIN, MORE HOMEWORK.
-.-

Randomised ;

diffusion.

keep your feet up.

45 & 66.

hello there, dear.

say, CLOVER!

make a SCENE.

i'm gone.

.ouykucf

facade.

time,

soon.

retarded ♥

BACK FROM AHSLC'10 ♥

*crash*

:/

i scream... ICE CREAM!

come upon me.

asphyxiated.

sucksucksuck.

chinesenewyear!

♥

You're like ammonium carbonate,

DRAMA MAMAS & PAPAS :]

just like sand.

shout for help.

Happyyyy (:

close your eyes & listen.

'La Danse Finale'.

refreshed.

MIA & now back.

CHRISTMAS <3

& so.

So let's just say,

Lovepox.

Wished that I was buried in crimson.

I need a bullet.

Flag Day,

Psyched.

Child of God (:

♥ matt tuck.

Wait for you.

building on.

Flashbacks.

Who Am I.

BLOGCRAZED.

Pray.

PUBTIONS BBQ PHOTOS ♥

"bridge to constellation",

♥

Awesomenade

Photographs

Bokeh.

Shopping @ Ion.

Chilli + Ketchup + Salt + Mayo + more...

Wish upon the stars.

Anti-social.

A7X

Innocence.

MGS4.

Euphoria.

plug in your earphones (:

A7X Random.

New findings.

Tralala :]

Initiation camp.

The gonna-be-over times.

Muachamuacha!

Fresh skin.

Shopping @ Bugis.

Bat Country drum scores.

What I'd dreaded has arrived.

It's today.

AFTER EOYS!

Screwed.

Braindead.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!

mid-autumn festival to GHOST FESTIVAL?!

True love.

Thankyou!

crash